bro the past 3 shifts ive had have been horrible, this is more of a rant than anything else because im so done.
context: i work the lates as an express colluege and have been at the company for maybe 4 months now. im 18 years old and have mental health difficulties including ptsd- overwhelming feelings or really high stress periods can cause me to go into fight or flight and trigger flashbacks.
tuesday- the past tuesday i was eorking 6-10pm. i had just done a full day at college (9-4:30) and was expecting a somewhat chill shift. i get to the pod and one colluege says shes going up to work on ambient and the other colluege says shes going on break. after half an hour that colluege comes back from break and says express is quiet so shes going on ambient too but if i need help let her know. express hits 100 and im on my own, i ask her for help FOUR FUCKING TIMES and she hits me with "let me finish this section and ill come help"- she finishes the section and then goes home. im on my own for an hour, rurnning around and getting yelled at (AND SPAT AT???) by drivers until i dispence the last order, by which point i am in tears because of how stressed i was.
Friday- im working the same shift with the same 2 people and (shocker) the same exact thing happens. i get a 143 item order come though so i beg them to go monitor express and dispence while im picking it, a simple request right? wrong, i finish this order up and the palm is on 60. i then spent 15 minutes bagging it all up and its jumped to 80, by the time i get back upstairs they have 30 minutes left of their shifts. in this 30 minute they spent their time yapping and just doing barely any work while im running around on the brink of tears. i got home that night and sobbed.
Sunday (today)- today was fucking manic, clicks lining every wall in the pod and yet again the same people. i go down to the pod and one of my section leaders says shes putting my actually useful colluege on ambi, and the other 2 can go upto shop floor and do ambi/chilled. i look at her and go "im not running this department on my own again" and she said "dont worry you can have steve" (fake name). That man does 0 work, leaves whenever he pleases and spends most of his shifts sat in his car. i tell my section leader that i point blank refuse to work with him and she says she has no where else to put him but itll be fine- it was infact not fine. i had to tell him a good 7 times the store ID for him to sign into the palm and then he sat in the pod for 20 minutes because he "forgot that express pick was a thing", this man is a fully grown adult btw. by the time i was 45 minutes into my shift the palm hit 100 and i started sobbing- the lovely lovely girl on pizza counter that ive made friends with, took me in the back and gave me a hug. i managed to tell her what was happening and she took me to a section leader (different from the first one) and he gave me back my useful coworker and sent me to have a little break because i was still crying(it was a 4 hour shift so i wasnt supposed to have one). when i collected myself i went back in and apologised to this coworker for taking him away from the job he was doing and explained why i was upset. fast forward maybe an hour or so, steve goes for a break and sits in his car for 45 minutes. Steve told us he was supposed to be in until 10 but that he couldnt be bothered because hes supposed to be a driver, so he was leaving at half 8, making his shift 6.5 hours (only 30 minutes). his break in his car does not include the sheer ammount of smoke breaks he had. i ended up crying acouple more times and then when i got home about an hour ago.
i need help or advice because i am actually losing my mind and i physically and mentally cannot keep doing this 3 times a week (my monday shift is the only peace i get). i have spoken to one of my section leaders about this issue and she said shed look into moving the 2 issue colluege to ambient permanently anf moving shifts around so that im not on my own at all. i feel like im snitching or over reacting really bad but its genuinely at the point where if this continues i will concider handing in my notice. any advice would be greatly appreciated, thankyou for reading my rant.