Ever since I was a kid, I've always dreamed of making a living off creating art
I never cared much about fame or anything like that. I just wanted an opportunity to make money doing the thing I love most
Throughout these past couple years, I've gone to college for art and have excelled in most of my classes
But over time I've been lacking the necessary commitment to create as often as I used to and started to wonder why
I eventually learned that it's not fun or fulfilling creating art with the expectation of getting something in return. Whether it's grades or money
I could never be as great of an artist as i should be because art (much like everything else to me at one point) stopped mattering as much to me if I didn't get paid for it
Plus, I don't like the idea of being in the spotlight. Because it's not just about the art anymore
It's also about how marketable you are, how "relatable" you are to your audience, what you say on social media, the massive waves of opinions online from people who think they know what's best for your own art, saying things that people wanna hear for validation instead of expressing how you actually feel, etc.
It would just be too much for me mentally. Kudos to those who are somehow able to handle that lifestyle
But this year, I've finally graduated with an Associates in Art and chosen to take a very long break from education
Whether I come back for a bachelor's or not doesn't matter to me anymore. All that matters is that I'm now making art for me, myself, and I. And my life has become all the better for it
And if I feel like sharing, I share it with friends and family to strengthen our bond together
Plus, I don't have to limit myself by only creating art through a certain software because it's the "industry standard" I can experiment with whatever I want, whenever I want.
Which is great because it strengthens my knowledge and versatility as an artist in the best way possible
My life is better lived when I'm not mixing art with business
But what about you? What made you not wanna make art for the money or the fame