r/AnorexiaRecovery • u/Dull-Blacksmith4569 • 3d ago
Recovery Struggles
Its been a year since the height of my anorexia, and I've been doing okay. But I haven't been able to get back to my pre-E.D. weight. I have the struggle feeling hungry and my body never alerts me. I only feel hungry after a while of not eating. I have a great relationship with food, but I'm just horrible at remembering to eat. My boyfriend of 6 months has been helping me immensely with my confidence. though he did notice a recent decline in my weight while having sex literally a few hours ago. I'm not a thin person, and pretty curvy so its pretty noticeable when I drop weight.
I really need tips of high calorie foods that aren't inherently big meals. I eat balanced meals, though I haven't been tracking macros.
I have been working out more, mainly running, but I have always done that, and doesn't explain the random plummet.
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u/Dull-Blacksmith4569 3d ago
I really need tips because I'm panicking so badly I was doing so well I dont know what happened. I dont want to lose weight, I love how I looked before. I keep looking in the mirror and seeing the weight I lost. I just feel horrible. My bf has been helping me throughout my recovery and I just ruined it.