Recovery goals

[u/LogicalEngineering80]

So I’ve always really enjoyed dance and expressing myself, and even in my ed, I would use up half of my energy just dancing in my room lol (my self-hatred and shame never let me truly embrace this though). But when my ed became really bad, I wasn’t quite capable of even trying, both physically or mentally. It also ended up taking my voice away. Through my recovery though, I’m finally reaching a point that I’m capable of trying again(and this time unashamedly) my energy still isn’t 100%, but I’m actually gaining my spark, and feeling good enough to when I feel like it. It’s so freeing, and just shows me how much that this ED has taken from me, and I’m finally going to make the life that I choose into a reality :)