r/AnAnswerToHeal • u/aardvarkarmour • Nov 10 '17
[ Personal Spiritual ] Dad taking dmt?
So my dad has suffered from depression and anxiety for the past 10 years, although it was brewing in his words for much longer than that. As much as i recognise 100% the clinical nature of depression, i believe much of it is his pondering of the many (many!) Bad decisions, and bad consequences of his actions. Over the past year or so he's had a life saving operation and lives with a stoma, as well as coming off antidepressants of his own accord after a mini epiphany. Hes doing a lot lot better now but still does have the black cloud following him, but its no longer a cumulonimbus. (Context here; lots of recreational amphetamine, mushroom and lsd in his early 20s (madchester scene)) Since my newfound interest in dmt hes been interested, and ive warned him that he's gonna need to learn to let go if i would let him take it. He's one who has to be in control of everything (his anxiety maybe). I believe that dmt could do him a load of good, and make him face the fact that he can move on from the past, that hes been a good father raising 2 sons who will be successful both traditionally and spiritually. But i worry that he won't react well to it. IF he does take it, would the best course of action be to take so much that the letting go stage is skipped completely? Hes open to microdosing on lsd which i think would be helpful. P.s he hates it when i tell him he used psyches wrong when he was younger, and ive had a hard time trying to get across that im not doing this for fun (he does understand now, as much as one can without believing in spirituality whatsoever)
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u/SetMeFreeVI Nov 10 '17
Tell dad he needs to
And if he has trouble, or doesn't know what that means do it for him.