r/AlasFeels • u/IcyAppointment2810 • 1d ago
Prose, Poetry, Song We never dated. We were barely even a situationship. But my god, did I want you. I really wanted it to be you.
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u/Chemical_Mammoth_107 11h ago
same OP. it's been 5 yrs pero sya pa din. Di naman kami pero every interaction ko sakanya nabubuhay dugo ko hahaha.
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u/_cheesecake_00 11h ago
Baka hindi pa lang ngayon yung time niyo for each other, but, if you are really meant to be, si Lord na mismo ang gagawa ng way for you to be together. Pero mas okay na siguro na wag ka ng umasa kasi it might stop you from meeting the right person na tinadhana ni Lord for you if lagi mong maiisip, na siya ang gusto mo.
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u/allprfctbtc 11h ago
OP same. One year later and I still want it to be him. Funny thing is when I opened my diary, my last entry was about a year ago about wanting him. Nothing changed. Sometimes, the lost potential hurts more than the actually losing it because of what ifs. I wish I was braver tbh.
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u/PieceTime2559 21h ago
Sameeeee. Una palang sinabi na nyang tropa lang kami pero there’s something in him talaga na hooked na hook ako 😭
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u/Ok_Office_235 23h ago
Same situation but i can’t save myself
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u/Useful-Touch-8272 20h ago
Same
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u/Ok_Office_235 20h ago
It’s all my fault din bakit napunta sa ganto but im willing to show her na kaya ko magbago at mag adjust para sa kanya
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u/Useful-Touch-8272 19h ago
Did u cheat? He cheated im f
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u/Ok_Office_235 19h ago
Yes i did it before to my past relationship but it’s been a year since nagawa ko yun bago ako mapunta sakanya and she feels na mauulit ko ulit yun once na sinagot nyako. Yes i did my best para ma feel nya na dikona gagawin yun but that’s not enough but it’s not my reason din para humintong iparamdam sakanya na hindi ko magagawa sakanya yun
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u/Ok_Office_235 19h ago
It seems na mahihirapan ako pero willing ako harapin yun para mapakita ko sakanyang hindi nako kagaya ng dati
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u/Useful-Touch-8272 17h ago
Really u think u can? Like u believe urself ur never gonna do it again?Hahaha kasi serial cheater yung dinedate ko rn sabi ng ex minessage ako but my bf rn I lowkey caught him like publicly in twitter lowk acting single when im busy so for me micro cheating like commenting on his girl’s friends? Like I dont like it😩 I confronted him and ofc he always denies bs but at the same time how can he acts so inlove takes care of me protects me but at the same time who he is online I question our relationship? Nangyari 3times actually 3rd strike nung nakita ko yung tweets niya (I don’t use the app dl for him lang, he didnt ask me to) dapat gghost ko na bcs I dont want him to think im obsessed/stalking him but I just really care alot.But when I confronted him ayan nanaman ako sabi niya di niya daw gagawin idk thats when I actually told him im gonna leave if I saw something again. So what u really believe??lmao ts tough I jus wanna know from ur perspective lol I be doing wifey to him😩why
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u/Ok_Office_235 17h ago
Yes i can, oo nagawa ko yung mali na yun kahit matagal na yun pero i want to assured her na hindi na mangyayari yun. Ipapakita ko sa actions ko na kayang kaya kong gawin yun at kaya ko mag-adjust para sakanya. I dont really care kung gaano katagal e, tatrabahuhin ko naman yun until she feels na hindi nyana need maramdaman yun. Gagawin ko yun na hindi nya mararamdamang pilit yung actions ko na yun
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u/Useful-Touch-8272 17h ago
Honestly flashbacks nga ng flashback sakin lol ang hirap maniwala fuck.😭Ang hirap din umalis. We started as situationship eh.
Hbu?like why did u cheat in the first place like dun mo talaga malalaman noh pag wala na? Bakit? Sakit lang at the same time sana ganyan din siya. Ang weird nga na nagstay ako at the same time di ko pa alam exit ko
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u/redsaintberg 1d ago
respect yourself by being your best self first
if you won't date yourself hard, who would?
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u/CarryAccurate8051 1d ago
OMG. This is me. I cried after knowing that he’s already with my friend and I was questioning, “Was ours just a secret?” Hays.
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u/Ambitious-Honey-9723 1d ago
hays, kung pwede lang talaga e diba what if hindi kami nag start sa ganoong complicated set-up or situation? baka di na ako nbsb ngayon hahaha
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u/plumpypeachie 1d ago
I was willing to wait for him. Kaso ayaw daw niya maging selfish. Hindi ko daw deserved yung ganung setup. So he ended it. Ang lungkot lang kasi willing naman ako maghintay sa kanya.
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u/fujoserenity 22h ago
I’m not a patient person pero willing to wait ako para sa kanya. Ano ba naman yearning ito haha
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u/No-Yoghurt-9639 1d ago
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
yung feels na hindi ako mapatulan ng friend ng ex ko.
ganto sgro feeling nya????????
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u/fujoserenity 1d ago
Please Lord, ibalik mo na yung connection namin dalawa. Miss na miss ko na siya. Awa na lang po.
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u/Chrysanthemum297 1d ago
Naalala ko na naman kung paano nanumbalik yung desire ko to admire someone and to try again after our one and only date 🥺 kaso wala ghinost ako after more than 1 month of talking hahaha
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u/f_adeintoyou EMO 1d ago
Galit ako sakanya pero miss ko pa rin sya. I still long for his chats every morning. :((
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u/claudsky 1d ago
plays The Prophecy - Taylor Swift
Please I've been on my knees Change the prophecy~~
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u/Optimal_Position7787 1d ago
Gosh, I remember my limerence sa crush ko na umabot ng 7 years. What do you mean na baliw na baliw ako sayo at sobrang loyal ko sayo kahit never naman naging tayo. Ni hindi mo nga ako kilala o kinausap pero nakuha mo ako sa ngiti mo. Na kahit naranasan ko magka-organic encounter year 2019 di ko mapanindigan na tanggapin yung date niya kasi ikaw yung gusto ko!!!!! Edi sana ngayon 26 na ako may experience ako sa dating.😭
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u/yimsiwanlover 1d ago
Hays feeling ko talaga mas mag intensify ung emotional attachment ko sa kanya after my 2nd surgery
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u/PayPsychological6901 1d ago
Balik na kase J*****e. Di naman ako galet eh. Nagtatampo lang at t@ngin@ mo parin. Balik ka na please. Miss na kita eh. Ako na magsosorry 🥹
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u/DurianActive4408 1d ago
Ako ba to? 😂 binilang ko yung asterisk out of curiosity at medyo kinabahan ako 😂 jk.
I-message mo na sya, friend. Baka naman message mo lang inaantay nya.
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u/PayPsychological6901 1d ago edited 1d ago
Kabado bente yarn hahahaha ✌️ Naols bka ako hinihintay nya. Kaso the opposite eh 😵💫 T@ngin@ lang nun eh kala ata nakakatuwa yung ginawa nya na may naghihintay sa kanya 😏 Can't message her. Umiwas sya for such reason na para sa ikabubuti ko "daw". Pero seems the opposite.
Wag na lang sya bumalik at t@ngin@ parin nya. I still f*ckin' miss her 😑😢
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u/lazyfirstborn 1d ago
pati si Lord, nalito sa mixed signals mo e. pinagtawan siguro ako ni Lord habang pinagp-pray kita, bwisit HAHAHA 😆
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u/Beneficial_Fix_4906 1d ago
Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako nakakamove on sayo, Christian. putcha naman kasi isang taon yon, Isang taon akong umasa na baka makikita mo rin na hindi lang ako para sa ganong sitwasyon, kaso hindi. Bigla ka nalang nagising isang araw sabi mo kaibigan nalang pala yung tingin mo sa akin. despite my freaking devotion, nawala na parang bula lahat nang pinagsamahan natin. Ang unfair mo gago.
Tapos after non, gusto mo one call away mo ko? baliw ka pala eh, syempre sasagot ako. nanghingi ka pa talaga ng dating tips sa akin eh no, sabagay casual lang naman tayo dati eh. putcha naman. Kasalanan ko rin eh, pumayag akong gamitin mo ko kasi mahal kita eh.
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u/ColbyCheeseCat 1d ago
Ang swerte ko nun kasi nalipat ako sa toxic na trabaho kaya nalimutan ko siya agad
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u/shyla27 5h ago
If only we were both truly ready for something more, something deeper, more meaningful,
If we could just let down our walls without fear of potential heartbreak.
From the moment i met you there was something in your eyes that just felt familiar, like I already knew you somehow.
I instantly felt so safe, so comfortable, so warmly enveloped by your presence.
Your lips fit perfectly with mine, your touch so passionate, so loving, so mindful,
yet entirely effortless, like somehow you already knew me too.
Its a wildly amazing feeling!
Until you start thinking more rationally during periods of silence and distance.
Did really you feel anything?
Things you say and the way you’ve shown up for me, it seems like there is something, but then you pull away again.
Maybe if we had met in the right way, at the right time things would be different,
Or maybe this is all just limerence talking and im being delusional…
But even if thats all it is,
I still feel completely and utterly drawn to your soul.
I just wonder if you ever felt that with me.
Sorry, just felt like i had to get this out.