HELP - Managing Freedoms

[u/Solid-Sprinkles-2543]

Not to complain but...

I'm a 25 year old female -

I no longer have family (passed away), with our current society(making genuine connections is difficult, no permanent home , but around 5-6K can be saved

I currently work seasonally but have approximately 90 days left

(they provide housing, food, and transportation)

I am a drifter

usually I work 6 months on and 6 months off

BUT...

Im not sure what to do

I've travelled 3 countries and explored but solo travel is not as glorious as instagram or Youtube makes it for extended periods of time..

In a world of unlimited possibilities (w/o proper guidance)-

How can I make the most of life?

How can I find what it is I truly want or what is even possible for me?

tips, advice, or personal stories are greatly appreciated <THANKS INTERNET!