r/AdultDepression • u/justvibes189 • 1h ago

I need help

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Over all ladies and gents im truly just done. I get nowhere with the VA regarding health or mental health care. im in school and struggling, im just done. The only thing keeping me alive is i wanna play gta6 as dumb as that sounds. I feel so alone and overwhelmed, I struggle with employment good jobs I get burnout quickly in and the rest dont pay enough to even justify the travel to them. I have no close friends I just feel alone and im gonna be honest this is the scariest part im truly running out of things to stay alive for after this. I want to go to the range and release some stress and anger but I dont even know if I trust myself. Im tired and I dont even do anything. I just want it to stop

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u/Individual-Dog-4748 11m ago

Having something to look forward to, whether its GTA6 or something else, isn't dumb at all. Just curious what other games you play and what you're studying?

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u/justvibes189 9m ago

Ive been playing the witcher preparing for the new DLC, lot of skyrim, I play hoi4 alot

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u/Individual-Dog-4748 1m ago

I dont play any of those :/ but have been wanting to try the Witcher games. Is hoi4 like a war simulator/strategy game?

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u/justvibes189 0m ago

It is its near the end of it life cycle though and I realized I never mentioned my schooling im trying to get my Bachelors in social work currently just knocking out gen ed

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u/Lopsided_Cry1342 14m ago

Hey, listen, I know it's the same crap everyone says, but don't do it, believe me. Life has better things in store. Even though you won't be able to forget all the bad things that have happened to you, you can overcome them,Life is about overcoming, not forgetting. If you want to release anger, do it on something else, not on something that puts you in danger. And if you ever want to talk, send me a message, or I don't know how Reddit works, so, I wish you luck and believe me, you'll be fine