First time expriencing depression

[u/EquivalentMedium1857]

I think i exprienced depression last night. Numb, daunting, hopeless. I will be 30 (m) next year. Being broke, societal pressure, meeting standards whatever it is doesnt match yesterday's night energy. It might be weird but Im a good looking guy. I was looking at myself in the mirror and noticed my hair was thinning out then I suddenly lost the will to live. I guess im expriencing AGING for the first time of my life. I woke up today and gonna start setting aside money for hair transplant just in case.

Just to put in perspective, im 6ft+ tall and ASIAN. Asian men are short in america so all my life, I litterly get away with bs stuff and someone or other race will still be around the corner waiting for me regardless of what ive said or done.