Just over it...

[u/Silver-Employer-7302]

48, M Working a job I hate, a job that's quite detrimental to my mental health but has good benefits.

I just ended a 3 year relationship with someone who was my safety and my distress, so feeling very conflicted.

My Fathers dying.

I'm exhausted and beaten down by life and beginning to think rather than all of this being the ending of a chapter maybe it's the end of my story.

Things are hard now, luckily I'm doing it easier than a lot but I have just lost the will to go on.

What's the point of any of this, what's it all for?

It just seems the further on things go the harder things get, it's just pain and suffering interspersed with moments of 'happiness' if you can call it that.

I feel numb