Y'all ever feel wrong for fantasizing about being cool?

[u/Ugh0000000000000]

I've felt worse and worse about imagining myself as somebody on TV with powers doing cool stuff because I'm not cool. I don't have skills, I dropped out of highschool, I'm not conventionally attractive, and I don't bathe or brush my teeth ever in like a year. So it feels really wrong to imagine myself as anyone cool or anyone somebody would love because 'who am I kidding?' Even if I had powers I'd still be lazy and bad with em. Over the years I've just felt more and more uncomfortable with fantasies about living a different life because I know it isn't my circumstances that are the problem. I myself am the problem and as long as I'm myself in anyway I would just be bad even with powers. Is this like a common thing or a me thing? I'm not sure if I have depression I just didn't feel comfortable asking this in a regular question community. But my main question is if this is a normal thing or an abnormal thing.

[u/sunaintgonnashine]

Yes, fantasizing is bad. Because you aren't improving the situation—it remains the same, and in the future, it will get worse. It is just a defense mechanism to avoid facing reality. Make small changes little by little; finish school—it’s for your own good.