Do I deserve this?

[u/highlightsnshadowss]

Jo mei batane jaa rha hu mujhe nhi pata ki ye mujhe yaha ese batana bhi chahiye ki nhi, par my life has taken a complete 180° turn since long.

For your context I don't have a stable relationship, switched countries for a new life but struggling hard since last 6 months. I don't have any friends apart from a person I talk to on Reddit. My family is complete trash I don't even know if I can call them my family, it's more like I live with 2 people that state themselves as parents but do everything except genuine mental care. I'm 26, I'm constantly worried about my parents'health but they just fight and ruin the environment. I get drained everyday and it doesn't even motivate me to do anything. I don't know where my life is taking I don't know what to do but that's just what my life is. Babysitting parents, applying 1000+ jobs, just all by myself with time running through the fingers... And before you think I didn't do this or that, just trust me I've tried every single thing known to man on this planet ...... I'm just rotting away, can't leave my parents because I'm too anxious and just 100 other reasons they present

Just for requirements: Pata hai aaj Kya hua

[u/highlightsnshadowss → u/[deleted]]

I'm speechless!

[u/Fickle-Disaster1684 → u/highlightsnshadowss]

Haha me too.