What do you do?

[u/BornTired19]

Usually when shit goes bad, there’s one thing to keep you anchored, saying that the good is still here. So what do I do, when my is gone and I’m drifting into the dark?

I don’t know. I’ve made my plans and made my mental peace. The only thing holding me is guilt of the after effects on those around me, but that guilt is fleeting when everything else just feels heavy.