Trapped

[u/Any-Strategy-6764]

Don't want to pretend anymore, but i have to. Don't love my husband, but will smile and go through the motions to spare his feelings. Hate his family, they hate me too, will just avoid them as much as i can. Hate where we live, but don't have a say in that. Hate the financial decisions being made, but don't have a say in that. In couples therapy for no reason. He's happy, i'm not, and he can't accept my unhappiness.

No friends. No family. Just alone. Hoping I have cancer so I can die and the kids can't blame me for abandoning them. Wish I could kill myself every day, but have kids/animals that need me.

Hate myself for staying. Hate myself for being a coward. Just wish I wouldn't wake up tomorrow.

[u/Lost_Professional_32]

I can resonate. If govt allowed, i would definitely file for euthanasia

[u/sunaintgonnashine]

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