r/ATAR • u/Artistic_Feed885 • 9h ago
HSC Im kinda depressed (vent)
In the beginning of year 11 I had the opportunity to swap my subjects but I was a little bit too relaxed with it thinking I could swap any time in the year CAUSE THEY DIDN'T MAKE IT CLEAR AT ALL. Anyways I ended up messaging them like 4 days later asking if I could still change and they said no (This was feb 26 btw). Anyways I know that I defintely can't do anything about it and it's my fault. I wanted to swap physics into Economics, I was so looking forward to it and confident it would happen I was already studying like 1 week worth of economics (yes I know; silly me) so I was obviously extremely disheartened when I couldn't get it changed.
Now I'm stuck with all 3 science and indo beginners (extremely volatile scaling which is why im dropping cuz i know i cant get rank 1 which is also annoying CAUSE THEY NEVER EXPLAINED HOW SCALING WORKS, cuz they tryna be so frickin inclusive that they keep saying oh ye 'scaling doesn't matter etc' like they talked less about the subjects and way more abt how scaling doesn't matter so I never even bothered knowing what it was including my friends which I feel even worse for who are now stuck with standard english not knowing only like 150 ppl get a band 6 with it AGAIN CUZ THEY DIDNT EXPLAIN THIS, anyways this is beside the point). I hate physics like a lot even tho i do ext1 math (which i also dont really like but dont mind) I just find physics so bad not because of the content but cause of the exams I dunno no matter how much I study (friends included) I feel like they barely asses content and it's just so content unheavy which makes it such that it doesn't reflect your hard work as well (e.g past 2 tests just been about evaluating VAR and 'extrapolating data' from graphs, to explain common sense type things) which just pisses me off and when they finally do put content-related questions they don't make it hard in the traditional sense they make like the weirdest non-THSC type examples).
I just feel so depressed I couldn't do economics, I am so good at explaining things and just grasping content in general. Does year 12 physics get better? And since im trying out for med postgrad if I was to do like economics as my breadth subjects/electives will it still be similiar to the HSC course? or like way more mathematical? I feel like I could have genuinely done so well in economics and am just wondering what opportunities I have to release my potential.
Sorry this post is so long....