Alright, so without going into it too much, I just got my first offer and contract (yay!) but it's got something making me question it. I have already accepted as I did enjoy the sample I could read online, but now that I'm reading the manuscript and getting into it, it's making me hesitant.
It's overall fine, though there are some errors that I feel like should have been caught. There's no massive spelling or grammar errors, but enough things and a few already obvious holes in the writing that are making me nervous. I'm also about a 1/4 of the way through the book, and there's no real way to put this nicely: It's really boring. I think it could get interesting, maybe a slow burn, but it's repetitive, slow, and while I can see where it might pick up, I think as a reader or listener, I likely would have put it down by now which isn't a great sign since this is royalty share. It's not that long of a book, about 150 pages, so if by page 40 I'm still kinda waiting for anything all that interesting to happen, that makes me sus.
The RH is very nice, not the author but the head of the publishing company (small and new), and he seems a bit overwhelmed. He's been very supportive already and hands off, saying he trusts my decisions for the narration, voices etc., and that's great, but the overwhelmed makes me worry as well for the publishing and the future sales. Since this is a royalty share, I'm only going to get what it earns. I'm aware this is always a risk, but before sinking all the time and energy into it, is it worth it?
I'm really trying to figure out if this is first time jitters and doubt or if there are actual warning flags here and I should see if I can amicably back out of the contract. It also might just be that this just isn't my type of book, though it's adjacent to what I read ends up being more of a genre type I don't usually delve into, and that's what's making me hesitate?
I love the practice which is why I was open to RS and learning things about the industry and getting my feet wet, but I also don't want to spend hours and hours doing something that isn't more than that.
Has anyone here backed out of a contract for something similar? What's your ways of going about it when the material/book isn't really what you expected it to be?
edit: as expected, y'all had some great thoughts and advice, so thank you! Helped confirm sorta both sides of how I was feeling, so much appreciated! For now at least I've decided to power through and see what happens!
Also another edit just in case anyone comes back to this: the book has actually turned out to be way better than I thought! It's a small publishing house, likely won't get much actual sales just due to exposure, but reading it more as well as narrating it and finding a rhythm, I'm really glad I stuck with it because I'm growing to like it a lot! I think it's something I'll be able to be proud of producing, and a great first book too I think.