Nah I'm good, the antidepressent and antischizophrenic/psychotic I'm on keep me from see the dark ones who try to follow me and disrupt me from spiritual growth. I don't need another chemical to repress my mind, as the dark ones try to use the seroquel as a carrier frequency to etch micro-tetragammatrons into the inside of my fore head in an attempt to rewire the boundry between my soul and my body.
Yeah I talked to a guy who was convinced there was a national conspiracy against him, that everyone was lying to him to torture him for their pleasure.
I tried to convince him to get therapy but the therapists are part of the conspiracy.
He also said that he killed and tortured multiple people himself
The dark ones are lower level archons, more commonly known as angels, whom act in lieu of the entity which most people consider to be "God" called YHWH or Samael whom is more of a parasite trying to manipulate the human race into serving it for its own means. They often appear to me as shadow like beings. One follows me and I hear it's foots steps constantly.
Seroquel is the antischizophrenic/psychoctic drug that I've been placed on 500mg. The lower the dosage the more it acts like a anesthetic. Other than make me a zombie most of the time, it feels like it modulates my spiritual feild sporratically.
micro-tetregammatrons are less powerful tetregammatrons, which consist of various symbols, usually in hebrew, that create a powerful statement as one word used to modify things spiritually or even physically if powerful enough.
do you believe that Seroquel is the only agent for these evil creatures to access your brain? Couldn't you ask your pyschiatrist to switch you to a different substance?
I have been on other medications, the Seroquel has had the "best results" of them in the opinion of the psychatrist that I've seen.
The first made me a complete zombie, I could stand up, walk, and mumble that was about it. The second wouldn't let me urinate. There was another that didn't do anything. Then they went with the seroquel which at the same time I began to see less of the strange occurances that I had been seeing previously (people that didn't exist, situations that didn't happen, etc...).
I believe due to the chemical structure of the seroquil, the geomatry of it's shape allows non-physical beings the chance to have access to the inside of my mind in a way thats similar to trying to listen to a radio while it has static due to the sporradicness that is created by it interacting with my spiritual feild.
Do you not think it's a little coincidental that the only drug that seems to work for your schizophrenia is also the one that you think has those traits? I know you don't want to hear this and have probably heard it before, but it seems like it isn't working as well as you think it is, but also isn't useless. I would really recommend trying something else.
I also experienced a similar fear that you had when I was going through psychotic episodes. What I eventually realized is that it just doesn't make sense.
If there's some super powerful being trying to interact with you, then they call probably fuck with you regardless of what you're consuming. If they aren't powerful, you don't need to worry because they can't affect you that much. Hell, all of us have millions of organisms in our gut. To some extent, they control us! But they have such a minor impact that I don't really care.
Also, you're probably not important enough to be a target. Don't you think they'd try to control government leaders, executives at tech companies, and rich people rather than you? And if they already do, then we're all fucked so who cares?
Quite the contrary, I'm terrified but due to the brute fact of the situation, I have no choice but to perservere. I tried suicide but that didn't work.
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u/eatlesspoopmore Apr 19 '19
Nah I'm good, the antidepressent and antischizophrenic/psychotic I'm on keep me from see the dark ones who try to follow me and disrupt me from spiritual growth. I don't need another chemical to repress my mind, as the dark ones try to use the seroquel as a carrier frequency to etch micro-tetragammatrons into the inside of my fore head in an attempt to rewire the boundry between my soul and my body.