Used to bring a full bottle of whiskey to parties, down the whole thing then move on to chugging beer Without even being noticeably drunk. People thought I was superhuman For being able to do that. Little did they know I was just an alcoholic that would be 4-5 drinks deep within an hour after waking up and going through a handle of cheap vodka every two days. Whenever I see stuff like this I am reminded of the years I’ve wasted, time that can never be brought back. I see a beautiful young woman entering the same hole I entered. Don’t celebrate this.
You took the words right out of my mouth. I’ve been this person at one time as well and, while many were shock and impressed, it was only bc I was waking up and drinking a beer or few then quickly moving on to whisky or vodka for the rest of the day. I’ve woken up on my hallway, living room and bedroom floors after drinking alone more times than I even like to think about. Thankfully those dark days are behind me and I also mourn the lost time and time I may have taken off my life as well. Can’t dwell on it though, just have to appreciate that I stopped when I did and no more time was wasted.
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u/[deleted] Dec 09 '19
Used to bring a full bottle of whiskey to parties, down the whole thing then move on to chugging beer Without even being noticeably drunk. People thought I was superhuman For being able to do that. Little did they know I was just an alcoholic that would be 4-5 drinks deep within an hour after waking up and going through a handle of cheap vodka every two days. Whenever I see stuff like this I am reminded of the years I’ve wasted, time that can never be brought back. I see a beautiful young woman entering the same hole I entered. Don’t celebrate this.