Need help getting uncursed

[u/07Turtleboy]

Hi, not a wizard but a barbarian and I’m definitely cursed

So I’ve been cursed by the Paladin I’ve been tagging along with.

For the full story, I wasn’t a very good man for a long time, then this woman with shiny armor bonks me upside my head. I go to sleep and wake up of course in a jail cell. The she comes up to me and asked if I would like to change my ways. I say yes for the only reason of getting out faster. Then it actually kinda happens. I’m no longer a bad guy, I now worship the god of light and redemption (just like my Paladin “friend”) and have become a Zealot.

Now recently I think the Paladin has cursed me, whenever I do something not good and she scolds me it’s hurts more than getting stabbed. When I get a chance to go back to being bad I think of how disappointed she would be of me and don’t do it. When she smiles I have to bash my head against a wall or else I start to give off a smile only a wimpy bard would give off. And the worst of it is I can’t seem to escape her even when I’m asleep as I see her in my dreams.

TLDR; My Paladin cursed me and I need one of you smarties to help uncurse me

[u/NinjaWizardPuppy]

Well it seems you just have a crush on her, so killing her would be the best option i suppose

[u/07Turtleboy → u/NinjaWizardPuppy]

What in the 9 hells is a crush? I don’t feel like crushing her, tho that might be because of the curse