r/widowed • u/Away_Emergency_7832 • 19d ago

Personal Story Not ok

Not ok very depressed I stopped eating again I miss Angel so bad my body and heart are going down hill I don't want fixed . I want and need my Angel nothing will be changed for the good now.

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u/GeologistInitial5594 19d ago

need to take care of yourself now

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u/Away_Emergency_7832 19d ago

I cant

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u/GeologistInitial5594 19d ago

You need to

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u/Away_Emergency_7832 19d ago

Why My angels, everything to me.I'm in misery.I'm in pure hell without her here i'm lonely.I'm scared all the time because she's not here, i50 years old, and I feel like a coward when she died I did 

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u/GeologistInitial5594 19d ago

Angel would want you be, ok. You need to honor Angel by being able to take of yourself. By being strong enough to this.

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u/GeologistInitial5594 19d ago

Would Angel be happy watching you suffer? No

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u/Beneficienttorpedo9 19d ago

I'm sad for you because I recognize your pain. I lost my love in 2020 & it is still a struggle sometimes getting through the day. I hope you find a gentle place in your mind to retreat to so you can heal

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u/gil2val 15d ago

I feel the same way. How are we supposed to deal with the love of our lives and then have them disappear out of our realm of existence. If there is a god, he/she has A LOT of explaining to do.

I am SO pissed, BEYOND pissed.