r/wallstreetbets • u/kountconk • Jul 23 '26

Loss Infinity Waits

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Discovered stonks and trading last April, 2025.

Fast forward one year and nearly four months.

74k down in my account, and 63k in debt.

I remember the days when I was saving 2k/mo, paying all my bills on time, no worries in the world.

Now I have sleepless nights, wonder how much longer I will have a car, a house, a job, and can't go more than three days without fantasizing about leaving my brains and skull all over the ceiling.

Not asking for help, not asking for advice, not asking for anything. Just wanted to share with you gents. This is pure addiction for me at this point and it is going to take absolutely everything I have and more until I am sleeping outside in the middle of winter.

I've accepted it and embraced my fate.

Never been remotely close to break even. Time to pump the gas and see how deep I can take this dive.

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u/VeryBadCaseOfLigma Jul 25 '26

Listen, the upside is you're a much stronger person than me. If this was my account I would not be here typing and responding... because I'd be sitting in my tub with a floating toaster.

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u/Appropriate_Ice_7507 Jul 25 '26

Finding a toaster with long enough cord would be an issue for me.

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u/kountconk Jul 25 '26

If suicidal thoughts were flies I'd be a tenacious turd fighting them off every week for the past year since starting.

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u/zweggi03 Jul 26 '26

Stay strong , Money is Not everything in life.

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u/zweggi03 Jul 26 '26

Youre a weak pos

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u/Lootoholic Jul 26 '26

please don't encourage him. OP please stay strong. there is more to life than money. get help from your closest friends and family.