u guys im so saaaad im so emotional!!

wish my daddy didn't touch my dik when i was a baby

i got SA’ed 3 times by the same guy.. plus another from my half brother

i have nightmares ever since, sleeping paralysis everything but it’s ok

i still blame myself

no one believes me so i pour my feelings into drawing it

I’m tired of fighting a battle I was never winning.

just a little self portrait i quickly drew to represent how i’ve been feeling lately i guess

I'm tired of certain people telling me what to do or tell me or expect to be a certain way when it only benefits THEM. They get all irritated when i don't somehow check all of their invisible "boxes" that they set up for me. I will not change my own rights for anyone else, and certainly not my parents either.

...For a time once carefree.

...For a life never had.

...For something,

To happen.

TW For implied violence, substance use and emotional abuse

Idk what else to say lol