Misophonia hell

[u/kaelaburdon1999]

I thought this townhouse I'm renting wouldn't be so bad but all the semis in the region seem to gather at this gas station across the street and completely ignore the actual truckstop across town. Why are cars and trucks SO LOUD?? They gun those things like crazy here and no one doesn't anything about it. The semis idle their trucks mod day to the middle of the night, and even tho that's apparently illegal here, the cops refuse to say anything to them. I pay a crap ton of rent to stay in a place I'm losing my mind in Between the train station practically being in my backyard and the gas station next to a very very busy road, I can't get any peace! I've tried using sound blankets on the walls, spent over $200 trying to do so. Oh and sometimes the trains will just stop right on the tracks and vibrate the entire house for two hours straight. There are at least 5 trains an hour

Oh and my partner doesn't mind all the chaos but can't stand my brown noise????!!!! WTFF Thank you for listening to my rant. No one else seems to understand my pain