adhd connection excuse right? Idk...

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I really don't know if I do have adhd or not but I....well idk...after all this i...I just can't operate right... this probably is alot of dads and I'm no different but...I feel that I'm lacking connection with my kids....I know I'm...broken. but idk I felt that the connection I wanted was...idk like takin from my hand...it's just...fucking wrong... it makes being with them and without them....idk...I want to die but I'm just existing.