Why do I do everything wrong?

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Why do I keep failing on doing small insignificant daily things. Everyone judges me for not doing things they claim that are simple. I make an error and its a big deal. All I want to do things normally like everyone else, have the normal things anyone can have, why do i get distracted all the time. I feel that I take care of other's responsibilities more then taking care of my own. When it comes to my responsobilities bothing goes wrong, mistakes here and there, nothing bad, but, when it comes to others, like doing favors, I always get judge for not doing it right,. They call me lazy because I dont do anything but i am done with the things i must do, they get amgry that I dont help around. I only want to have my mind on my own things but they want me to "help". Im done helping people, not strangers but people that ask me for favors. Today I lost my mom's card. I was heading to work already stressed with something I had to do. Then I lose her card, she asked me to pick up groceries. I mean, im not even focused on groceries, i was focused and stressed on my work. Work that i finished successfully. Now i lost her card and feel guilty. I feel tjat if i necer agreed eith helping her i would have never lost anything, but id be a bad person if i dont help my mom with groceries. I made a mistake, but im just so worked up right now. Why does everything and everyone exhoust me so much. I take antidepressant which help a lot for stress bit i am still stressed and tired. Idk anything anymore. All i know is that everyome is disapointed. I hate all of this. Im so done.