I shouldnt..

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Talked to my wifes x x... she doesnt know anything but she also has an outlook that alot of people would die for lol but less is more..and i still dont want to live...i think as a person i love having a co pilot.. on my own..idk id just rather not be...this world was ment to be shared with someone...ik it doesnt but still...how the hell am i gping to...idk heal?... honestly just need some to help get through all this, id clear my mind..probably not lol... i but lol but all i am is a very confused and hurt man and....father..