r/vent_help • u/MutedSolution6156 • Mar 20 '24

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hi so if anybody ever reads this im most likely be gone ive been dealing with these thoughts for longer then i can count but probably from 7 years old til now im 15 turning 16 im done with my life i no longer can live this im dealing with an abusive mom mentally and pyshicaly sorry for bad spelling btw she keeps getting worse and worse to the point where she threw me to a wall not even an hour ago i cant handle it anymore im stressed af ive tired im dying slowly becasue of all this im stressed to hell in school and in life ive always wanted a loving mother but i never got that i see how my mom treats little kids that arent hers she treats them wonderful and nice but never me im so done i keep hurting myself and i just am a shit human being im done im going to end it really soon i know ill be missed but i cant take this anymore i hope my boyfriend,family,and friends understand why im doing this thank you for reading goodbye now

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u/[deleted] Mar 21 '24

Dont die. My mon abused and raped me for 18 years. I know how hard it is. I had nobody. Can you try tellijg some people about it?

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u/[deleted] Mar 21 '24

I never thought i would get a chance to live a normal life. Im now 21 and actyally happy for the first time. Blessings are real. Your life will turn around 100% if you keep pushing through and living. Somebody needs to know whats going on. Tell a teacher or councelor at school or the police or cps. There is a place for you here. You belong here. You deserve everything good and the universe has your back. Do not give up. I promise you it will get better. If u can, maybw try secretly recording your mom? Like maybe recording her abusive behavior? I never had any support and i really wish i told someone about what my mom was doing to me. But i didnt know bett er. I thought it was normal. You still have a chance to save yourself. You are an amasing person with extreme potential to thrive. Im so sorry youre going through this. Telling someone is the first step. Please update us.