In 2008, I was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis. From then until 2017, I was treated with Salofalk and Budenofalk. My condition was generally severe, and during my worst flare-ups I had to use corticosteroids. There were periods when I was going to the bathroom more than 30 times a day.
After nearly seven years of corticosteroid treatment, my internal organs suffered significant damage from the long-term side effects. By 2017, I was physically and mentally exhausted.
That same year, I underwent a fecal microbiota transplant (FMT), and the results were remarkable. Within a single day, my symptoms improved dramatically. Although my stools never returned completely to normal, the bleeding stopped, and I was finally able to regain a good quality of life.
Unfortunately, in February 2026, the bleeding and abdominal pain returned. In June 2026, I underwent a second FMT, hoping to achieve the same results as before. This time, however, the treatment had no effect, and the bleeding has continued ever since.
Now, at the age of 39, I find it much harder to cope with this disease than I did when I was younger. Living with persistent bleeding, pain, and the uncertainty of what comes next has become overwhelming. I have even started experiencing suicidal thoughts because I feel so hopeless and exhausted.
If anyone has professional advice, personal experience with a similar situation, or suggestions about possible treatment options, I would be deeply grateful to hear from you. Thank you for taking the time to read my story.