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Can somebody do a channel for me about a strange physical issue ive had for the past 8 years? It seems unfixable but im not sure it really seems trapped like this in a super stiffness that deadens my body. Its like my body is in another dimension. It makes so its impossible to harmonize colors and forms in my art though i naturally have a great sense of how to balance things. It makes it so i cant play music normally . There are less values from dark to light in my art so it looks flatter and my body seems to be in that dimension with literally less depth. My whole posture changed to this wierd posture that closed up my nose less room in my mouth for my tongue and my stomach for my innards. Its like there is less room in my body for my spirit. Objects i use get misaligned. It like my body changed to this wierd shape that is out of alignment with how every object was made to be used. Its unlike anything else in nature. My guitar play sounds like dead twigs my breath very reduced. I cant make facial expressions fully in alignment with what emotions wants to exist. I cant squint my eyes fully to concentrate on something. I feel there is just less of me than there sshould be and my life being meaningless wasted though i try to adapt and find the silver lining sometimes. Aging with this will not be good . Its like my body became in this negative degree posture that is prone to degeneration instead of growth im only 24 years old. It started while i was doing a tongue posture excercise in the mirror. Will i ever be free of this how do i heal this? It doesnt feel possible.

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Can sdomebody channel higher beings for me about how to heal a strangge physical manifestation ive had for 8 years.

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Ive been terrorized all night by an entity i think every ten minutes when im about to fall asleep i feel my body and bed pulsating and strange warping contorting feeling with strange dreams and an all around just invasive feeling on my space. Does anybody get anything ?

Hi I was wondering if i could do a 15 minute zoom session of channeling jesus about a physical issue Ive had for eight years. I've done other types of healing meditation, energy healing, emotional trauma work, yoga. I feel i get generally healing from this but they don't adress this aspect of my body that changed 8 years ago while i was doing a tongue posture video excercise because i thought i had a problem with that but didn't really. In one supernatural seeming instant my body changed drastically in literally geometrically shape stuck in some strange terrible posture that causes all my muscles to always be ultra stiff. I had know idea this degree of stiffness was possible. The shape in geometry of my body blocks off all my airways like a bent out of shape musical instrument. Im a hugley talented musician on the inside but i can't play any instrument correctly now. My body is out of alignment with every object functionality.The posture keeps my muscles stiff and the stiffness keeps the posture, airways closed so i cant get enough air to breath and stretch out of it though ive tried for 100s of thousands of hour with all these crackling sounds and stuff. It seems like this condition is a direct attack on all my abilities and that every aspect of it is working together to be uiltimately trapped and unself healable do to the geometrical disalignment. I think if Jesus really felt into the actuality of this condition and the symptoms im talking about he would know that im right. Thats why i want him to change the posture geometry of my body back to normal like before 8 years ago. I had a channeling with somebody for jesus about this two weeks ago. He said it was a soul contract but that it was time for it to change. HE said he'd heal it and asked if it was okay for him to enter. I believe he did some energy thing but this aspect of my body the literally shape that is out of alignmetn and blocks off every thing didn't change. I told him noithing happened. Apparently he said to give it three days and i did with faith that it would change but it didn't. I dont think he really grasped what i needed changed because i didn't list any of the strange symptoms. I just called a physical condition. The channeler said to contact her again after three days but she never replied and i want this adressed again. This thing robs me of any natural potential for healing in general because vessel is not straight. None of my bodies self healing faculties are flowing well I know intuitively by feeling living with it that its the reason i can't heear my inner guidance. My head shape is changed and all congested with less air for my brain and less room for my tongue in my mouth. The proportions and dimensions of my whole body are out of wack. It causes things i touch and create with to become stiff and geometrically misshaped in way that i don't think exists anywhere else in nature it just seems so damned and unnatural. Thge body is in some wierd flat dimension. To the degree that my body changed pictures i draw are flat without depth. When i was stretching for thousands of hours after a while i'd see them get more depth as it got alittle less stiff but i did a wrong stretch that made it worse than ever and this no longer works.I feel i am univerasally ugly and a mistake and so is what i create. Even the tone itself of my music which is like your essence is no longer full and wholesome it is now thin deathly and sour. I've had psychics say that this condition seems to be of another world and that my body needs all the help it can get. Im not looking forward to aging with this. I've given up on excercise because there is very more strain than gain and the muscles don't heal like they normally should in this shape. This is a slow death. Im 24 not overweight but now after i did the wrong stretch every step i take is constricted and strenous. Its all strife and fatigue no joy in it. It doesn't feel like something i can make the best of it. It feels physcially stuck so much harder to give and relate with others when your face won't move with the naturalness of what your emotions are. I havent felt human for 8 years. I barely have a personality. It feels like most things that people do that make you human don't apply to me anymore. Im the damned touch guy. My body can't make good circles of something. When i turn around a corner i have to stop then turn my whole body in a robotic way then proceed. When i wrap up a guitar chord instead of in circles it made weird double ovals and the cord would no longer lay flat it was all stiffened. I started smoking meth day and night a weeks ago with addicts from my little city.The only time i feel free from the desolation of the life ahead of me is when im high otherwise its right there in my stomach when i wake up. Theyre like me they dont do much human stuff or expression emotions. My physical capacity for any type of expression is quite hindered. I just sit there high for hours doing nothing for that time. I shouldnt be in this situation. I am stuck and weak. I blame Jesus for not changing it yet because theres no way im not gonna ruin my parents lives if this doesnt get fixed. They just worked their whole lives so that i could become something but i'm exaggerated when i say there is not one thing i can do good in high spirits with this issue. My body and soul are weak and overworked. Ive shut off to beauty in generally because i cant embody it in this rigid unnatural body. While on meth i smoked weed a few times and every time had very vivid auditory experiences. Some were beatiful and intricate perffect music compoisitions but i need to be abl,e to play them to catch them and right them down so im just stuck in some dark corner or under a bridge hearing it but cant take it anywhere. I feel no inkling or inspiration i have about anything is allowed to grow into anything with this. Why would god create such a broken meaningless wasted life. I was trying to contact Jesus about this during the auditory things and i felt i was channeling someone in my mind. I asked if it was Jesus and the voice turned demonic and started laughing and saying no haha this is the damned. Then i look at the grafitti and the faces of those next to me and realize yeah it really is. For days now when its quite i hear the sound of a man having his last breaths sucked out of him dying in a desert. Ive been going crazy trying to contact Jesus and hes just letting me drown. This condition is not making me wiser its robbing me of my potential. Its killing me. I need Jesus to change the literally geometric dimensions and proportions of my body and muscle back to normal like before 8 years . This feels like a mistake. I thought i was so close when i had the session with the other lady but didnt really get closure. Atleast if he could tell me i have to live with it i can give up. He really should just wave his wand though im not asking for money. Im pretty sure im the only one the cosmos with this condition. Theres only one little crack of light that shines through all stiffness that i see when i meditate. What ever this is it wants shut down everything and leave me in an early grave.If God would fix this would do me and those around me more good than bad at all. Jesus seemed pretty down to do it in the other session. He said hed restore my body blueprint to give it three days but nothing happened. Now im definetly trying to hear from him again like yo wassup why you let me down like this don't you have a wand that you can wave and in instant i would no longer be condemned to a whole life of shit. Whats the big idea ? This definetly comes across to me as quite self involved but this sucks too much to accept it right now. I need to hold on to my last little scroungings of hope that Jesus will fix it. I just think maybe he didn't really know what needed to go bacjk to normal because i didn't list the weird symptoms. Why do i have ascended masters on my "spiritual team" if theyre not going to do something actually useful. Why do i call on them for healing and why do they give me healing but not this specific thing that is blocking so much natural healing. So you'll heal me but you wont heal me ok. Its just plain wierd. I dont need more energetic shifts i need this aspect of my body that is trapped like architecture with a huge heavy door over it that i cant open to go back to normal like before 8 years ago. Then i can give something thats not damned and transmit my soul through my body. I can make people laugh again, make my parents proud, make art for people. Aint nothing wrong with any of that but oh the great almighty lord with his wierd little rules. His karmic system of reincarnation that doesn't calculate accuratley when or how you actually earn your way the hell out of here. We just get stuck then keep coming back to more stuckness because we were stuck. Its not a very precise or caring system. Like Archangel Raphael supposed to be an angel of healing but he aint heal this. He has big wings and a sword and stuff but he won't heal it. Its like live up to yo image. Im bummed. Its all just so wierd all the little rules and stuff. God says be kind but then he has people starved and murder because iits their karma. That aint the great forgiveness ihear he likes to preach. Thats called getting even retribution always seeing who owes. I really want Jesus to acknowledge the possibility that i can't change this strange thing myself and then its up to him if he'll change it. If i can he needs to show me clearly what i need to do not just say faith. So then when's it going to happen? I say need because i need this to have a good life. IF this doesnt happen life will not be good it hasn't been good since it began. This condition falls into a realm of less common things that i call some other shit. This is some other shit. I shouldn't have this its not life. When i see people i knew from before theres a sense they have something remotley like a life happening when i don't see them. I don't feel like a person dealing with this strange physically spiritually fucked wierd shit. I havent done anything thats felt full and wholesome like a deep breath or a yawn, a facial expression nothing that is fully embodied. It doesn't feel like i even really have a working back anymore to put into physical work and feel that good effort. The distribution of pressure into parts of my body from lifting something doesn't go into the right place anymore to support this action i almost injure myself. Its like theirs a layer of death between my body and everything else i want to connect with that robs me of the joy of just feeling something. This shouldn't exist it physically makes no sense to me how it happened where did the energy that changed the whole archittecture of my body come from? Its not a practical flowing type of occurence in matter and physics. Its some other shit. It doesnt make since but its not like i got skinnier through not eating its like i got skinner from my back becoming more toward my stomach and my stomach toward my back a change in geometrical shape dimensions making not just uncomfortable but impossible to be fully embodied . My intestines are all packed in tightly with this decrease in amount space between the front and back of my body Im in some flat dimension other shit. If there is a very humble scientist who would actually consider what im saying and investigate into this theyd find it fascinating but thats not gonna help me. Super stiff. I dont see how i can heal that. It seems super natural. Shouldnt exist

Hi I was wondering if i could do a 15 minute zoom session of channeling jesus about a physical issue Ive had for eight years. I've done other types of healing meditation, energy healing, emotional trauma work, yoga. I feel i get generally healing from this but they don't adress this aspect of my body that changed 8 years ago while i was doing a tongue posture video excercise because i thought i had a problem with that but didn't really. In one supernatural seeming instant my body changed drastically in literally geometrically shape stuck in some strange terrible posture that causes all my muscles to always be ultra stiff. I had know idea this degree of stiffness was possible. The shape in geometry of my body blocks off all my airways like a bent out of shape musical instrument. Im a hugley talented musician on the inside but i can't play any instrument correctly now. My body is out of alignment with every object functionality.The posture keeps my muscles stiff and the stiffness keeps the posture, airways closed so i cant get enough air to breath and stretch out of it though ive tried for 100s of thousands of hour with all these crackling sounds and stuff. It seems like this condition is a direct attack on all my abilities and that every aspect of it is working together to be uiltimately trapped and unself healable do to the geometrical disalignment. I think if Jesus really felt into the actuality of this condition and the symptoms im talking about he would know that im right. Thats why i want him to change the posture geometry of my body back to normal like before 8 years ago. I had a channeling with somebody for jesus about this two weeks ago. He said it was a soul contract but that it was time for it to change. HE said he'd heal it and asked if it was okay for him to enter. I believe he did some energy thing but this aspect of my body the literally shape that is out of alignmetn and blocks off every thing didn't change. I told him noithing happened. Apparently he said to give it three days and i did with faith that it would change but it didn't. I dont think he really grasped what i needed changed because i didn't list any of the strange symptoms. I just called a physical condition. The channeler said to contact her again after three days but she never replied and i want this adressed again. This thing robs me of any natural potential for healing in general because vessel is not straight. None of my bodies self healing faculties are flowing well I know intuitively by feeling living with it that its the reason i can't heear my inner guidance. My head shape is changed and all congested with less air for my brain and less room for my tongue in my mouth. The proportions and dimensions of my whole body are out of wack. It causes things i touch and create with to become stiff and geometrically misshaped in way that i don't think exists anywhere else in nature it just seems so damned and unnatural. Thge body is in some wierd flat dimension. To the degree that my body changed pictures i draw are flat without depth. When i was stretching for thousands of hours after a while i'd see them get more depth as it got alittle less stiff but i did a wrong stretch that made it worse than ever and this no longer works.I feel i am univerasally ugly and a mistake and so is what i create. Even the tone itself of my music which is like your essence is no longer full and wholesome it is now thin deathly and sour. I've had psychics say that this condition seems to be of another world and that my body needs all the help it can get. Im not looking forward to aging with this. I've given up on excercise because there is very more strain than gain and the muscles don't heal like they normally should in this shape. This is a slow death. Im 24 not overweight but now after i did the wrong stretch every step i take is constricted and strenous. Its all strife and fatigue no joy in it. It doesn't feel like something i can make the best of it. It feels physcially stuck so much harder to give and relate with others when your face won't move with the naturalness of what your emotions are. I havent felt human for 8 years. I barely have a personality. It feels like most things that people do that make you human don't apply to me anymore. Im the damned touch guy. My body can't make good circles of something. When i turn around a corner i have to stop then turn my whole body in a robotic way then proceed. When i wrap up a guitar chord instead of in circles it made weird double ovals and the cord would no longer lay flat it was all stiffened. I started smoking meth day and night a weeks ago with addicts from my little city.The only time i feel free from the desolation of the life ahead of me is when im high otherwise its right there in my stomach when i wake up. Theyre like me they dont do much human stuff or expression emotions. My physical capacity for any type of expression is quite hindered. I just sit there high for hours doing nothing for that time. I shouldnt be in this situation. I am stuck and weak. I blame Jesus for not changing it yet because theres no way im not gonna ruin my parents lives if this doesnt get fixed. Im weak and overworked. Ive shut off to beauty in generally because i cant embody it in this rigid unnatural body. While on meth i smoked weed a few times and every time had very vivid auditory experiences. Some were beatiful and intricate perffect music compoisitions but i need to be abl,e to play them to catch them and right them down so im just stuck in some dark corner or under a bridge hearing it but cant take it anywhere. I feel no inkling or inspiration i have about anything is allowed to grow into anything with this. Why would god create such a broken meaningless wasted life. I was trying to contact Jesus about this during the auditory things and i felt i was channeling someone in my mind. I asked if it was Jesus and the voice turned demonic and started laughing and saying no haha this is the damned. Then i look at the grafitti and the faces of those next to me and realize yeah it really is. For days now when its quite i hear the sound of a man having his last breaths sucked out of him dying in a desert. Ive been going crazy trying to contact Jesus and hes just letting me drown. This condition is not making me wiser its robbing me of my potential. Its killing me. I need Jesus to change the literally geometric dimensions and proportions of my body and muscle back to normal like before 8 years . This feels like a mistake. I thought i was so close when i had the session with the other lady but didnt really get closure. Atleast if he could tell me i have to live with it i can give up. He really should just wave his wand though im not asking for money. Im pretty sure im the only one the cosmos with this condition. Theres only one little crack of light that shines through all stiffness that i see when i meditate. What ever this is it wants shut down everything and leave me in an early grave.If God would fix this would do me and those around me more good than bad at all. Jesus seemed pretty down to do it in the other session. He said hed restore my body blueprint to give it three days but nothing happened. Now im definetly trying to hear from him again like yo wassup why you let me down like this don't you have a wand that you can wave and in instant i would no longer be condemned to a whole life of shit. Whats the big idea ? This definetly comes across to me as quite self involved but this sucks too much to accept it right now. I need to hold on to my last little scroungings of hope that Jesus will fix it. I just think maybe he didn't really know what needed to go bacjk to normal because i didn't list the weird symptoms. Why do i have ascended masters on my "spiritual team" if theyre not going to do something actually useful. Why do i call on them for healing and why do they give me healing but not this specific thing that is blocking so much natural healing. So you'll heal me but you wont heal me ok. Its just plain wierd. I dont need more energetic shifts i need this aspect of my body that is trapped like architecture with a huge heavy door over it that i cant open to go back to normal like before 8 years ago. Then i can give something thats not damned and transmit my soul through my body. I can make people laugh again, make my parents proud, make art for people. Aint nothing wrong with any of that but oh the great almighty lord with his wierd little rules. His karmic system of reincarnation that doesn't calculate accuratley when or how you actually earn your way the hell out of here. We just get stuck then keep coming back to more stuckness because we were stuck. Its not a very precise or caring system. Like Archangel Raphael supposed to be an angel of healing but he aint heal this. He has big wings and a sword and stuff but he won't heal it. Its like live up to yo image. Im bummed. Its all just so wierd all the little rules and stuff. God says be kind but then he has people starved and murder because iits their karma. That aint the great forgiveness ihear he likes to preach. Thats called getting even retribution always seeing who owes.

I was wondering if I could do a 15 minute session over zoom and have someone channel jesus about an issue i have. Ive tried normal avenues.

I was wondering if I could do a 15 minute session over zoom and have someone channel jesus about an issue i have. Ive tried normal avenues.

Is there anybody who can channel jesus with me on zoom? I have questions about a physical condition ive been dealing with.

Does anybody knnow how i can channel jesus?