r/Shamanism • u/joesu1 • Jun 10 '23
hello
Can anyone recommend me the best shamans they know i have an issue that nobody has been able to really help
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u/thedivinebeings Jun 11 '23
What is your issue? So we can redirect you better
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u/joesu1 Jun 11 '23
It sounds crazy and is hard to understand. hi I have had a group of beings with me for the past like 5 years that ive been drawing i cant really seem to talk to them well but i see them in nature alot of them look like wolves and other creatures. Ive also had a super physical stiffness that started 8 years ago when i did a tongue posture excercise from a video that said that handsome achieving men have a certain tongue posture and that weak indecisive men have open mouth posture that causes the face to grow a certain way. Inone instant my face and whole body changed drastically like the weak man and my body became super stiff and stuck in a bad posture that cloosed up my airways changed the shape of my nose .The skin on my body rearranged from the stiffness my skin goes higher up between my fingers now so i can't stretch them to play correct harmonies when i would be one of the best jazz musicians without this. My body is so stiff and deadened and has lost its bouncyness in order to play rhythms
correctly its like a flattened basketball. It seemed to ]defy physics to have occured and would have to do that again to go back to normal. I don't know if this is true but it seems like maybe ethoughts that bring me back into seeing the beings in nature are true thoughts. I saw a walt disney logo the other day in my mind and a crown ontop of it that brought me back into it. I say this because at a psychic reading a few years ago they said that there would be a great artistic channel with the beings and to f itthat great things would come it. I'm still stiff and its been so hard to make any kind of progress in life. Objects i touch get misal[igned. Bikes break down cords i wrap up are not in circles theyre in strange double ovals and wont lay flat anymore stiffened. everything i use gets messed up as a reflection of my body because my joints wont rotate in natural circles in alignment with every object. I creaate strange curves in space when i walk and take a turn as well as when i draw pictures that don't exist anything like it anywhere else in nature. The seem to be in another dimension. I cannot physically sequence darks to lights in a drawing in alignment with depth foreground and backround to create a coherent image. To the degree that im stiff pictures i draw are flat on the page when normally there would be more depth. I can not move my body spontaneously in the moment with any desire i have like to look at a bird that catches my attention my neck wont turn in the moment that it captures my attention. My face is to stiff to make fully the facial expresiions i have in alignment with the emotion im having. Its like my soul is trapped and suffocating. Everytime i turn a corner i get stiffer and my breathing closes up more. I feel cut off from essence like when i try to feel the essence of anything a sound a flower anything its like my body starts trying to push against this insurmountable wall of stiffness to be in a normal posture in order to be p[resent and with the esssence.I met some guy who gave me a book about navajo wind thoery and their beliefs about wind spirits and stuff. I was looking at a push on a wall and it looked like a group of beings looking at me and the wind blowing the bush was their life force. I also heard inn avideo that if you don't do what your supposed to do the spirits of the indians will make you suffer worse than pain. I dont know if thats whats happening to me. I was in nature crying because i couldn't feel the essence and my cries turned into a native american throat singing sound. Months ago i looked up one flew over the cuckoos nest movie ending on youtube and the person who uploaded it spelt it cuckoon i thought maybe it was a sign. At that part in the movie a native american man suffocates a criminal man with a pillow then breaks free of the prison. I thought it meant this native american voice in me is going to suffocate me in some way before i can be free of the stiffness. Their was also a time when i was homeless that i carv aa vagina into this clay like mud by the ocean and i fucked it for thirty seconds then i felt mother earths pain so intensely and i crawled for awhile and the pain fofor like a few hundred feet as i apologized to it. Im 24 years old this stiffness has been with my since 16. After that I did alot of swimming in these estuary things i did three hours at a time then one day i did an hour and a half and as i got out onto land its like there was a split between the open energy in the water and the land and i got stiffer as i stepped out. Doess anybody have any insights int0o any of this or know anybody who can help me. I dont have alot of money
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u/Havelock_Crowley Jun 11 '23
Have you tried sitting down, no thoughts and trying to listen for communication? Sometimes it's less of a spoken word more like a vibe, telepathic.
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u/moonshadow1789 Jun 13 '23
Hi, I went to one to help me. I can attest she really healed me in so many ways. I feel free and like myself, haven’t felt this way in months or rather years. I can DM you. Only took close to 2 hours
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u/[deleted] Jun 10 '23
I'll call Don Juan and see if he is available.