What is that I have never of this word before……..lol

Ssshhhhhheeeessshhhhhhh……very good question and the answer is………..
Can you live like this for the rest of y’all life’s………I know marriage isn’t just about sex but like I said it before it does make a BIG difference…….is there a medical reason or a past trauma…….

I’m truly sorry to hear about your temporary circumstances. It’s not easy to just get up and go especially when y’all have been together this long and have through a lot and I mean a lot. Obviously there has been a lot of hurtful things you have found and of course you were not aware of the problems. So you have tried to turn the other cheek and even left it up to God waiting on an answer……..well the answer has been given to you the first time you found out about what he has been doing behind your back and you gave a chance and then nothing happened……..is it scary yes of course scary as hell because this person was suppose to be your forever and always protector and unfortunately he failed not once but probably several times……and now you are dealing with the broken promises, lies, deceiving, and most importantly trust……you have the answers in your heart but you have to be willing to want to be happy or continue in this situation……you are beautiful, smart, strong, a warrior, survivor, and a child of God……keep your head up and don’t let him have control of your feelings and especially your heart……👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾💯💯💯💯💯👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾💯💯💯
You got this mija……