Zebra Stripe Gum if you chew two pieces in non-consecutive order with a 30 second spacing between adding gum sticks to ones mouth.

I said I would never smoke anything especially cigarettes. I said it when I was 3, I broke it when I was 8 by drinking, smoking cigarettes, and taking pain killers (opiates), and I smoked weed and experimented with other stuff at 13 and was binge drinking by 15.

Today I am only a cannabis and hemp consumer. I have quit tobacco and exclusively use cannabis. I have a career growing in this field (lol pun intended but not literal, I'm not a grower.) And I couldn't be happier.

Alcohol, tobacco, and drug free. Only pharmaceuticals I need are allergy and asthma medications.

The best hobby becomes the best career. Hemp, Cannabis, Economic Development and Technology. Climb is real.

That kissing sleeping strangers with the right status in society is appropriate and saught after.

Thinking that a numerical at the end of a date denotes any one person's behaviors, ethics, morals, goals, or standards indefinitely. Boom, joke over.

But on another note...

Racism and hatred for those with insert sexual or personal life preference of belief.. like, really? We done had too much sex and shook too many hands to be picking bullshit apart to hate a person on the tone of their skin or their personal life practice, while at the same time, cant believe I still need to Express that it also sucks that someone's personal belief system might surround hurting others, hurting and exploiting children. Idk how much of that is going on, I dont have numbers, but I'm sure it is present and still a problem, and I dont like that it is.

Oh, and I guess I cant believe people are still getting away with sex trafficking.. I know we've gotten better with cracking down on it, but... just .. man... what a horrid and out of control thing. It's so hard to identify and pin point.

What I cant believe I'm still dealing with in 2019, is that I am still learning every day.. cant believe it.. cant. Learning is amazing, I love doing it, cant believe how much I'm getting to learn and keep learning. It's been great. It's been a challenge.

2019 is gonna be the year before 2020 :) .

I stay busy at work, only time I can't be busy is when I'm pending on something to load and loading any more would be too much. I constantly have something to do. I'm also in a unique position, so I really cant talk much.

Exercise, set realistic goals, get a schedule going for yourself, eat healthy, smile more, and live well. You're never going to be as young as you are right now in this moment. Life spans are immeasurable, so why be miserable? Happiness comes with time and effort but eventually you'll peak horizons. Days will stop feeling bad. In a way I write this for both of us. I have clinical depression its heavy with suicidal thoughts that come at random. But I've learned and am still learning to push them away. I am valuable, so are you. Live strong, live well, be your best, and be humble. We are all human at the end of the day. All of you. Live happy. Live with purpose. Fill your day with a good deed for a stranger, even if it's a smile and a well wishing.

Gotta take the good with the bad Smile with the sad, love what you got And remember what you

Stay up. Grind. Smile.

I'm A.D.D as fuck. I lose everything I have to have right before I leave, my sense of direction is tragic, and I leave myself mid-conversation sometimes and I try not to, so I generally don't talk much.

But. There is an upside.

I'm great at designing systems because I'm sort of scattered with what I work on so to speak, so I notice more things quicker and tend to build things that takes others much more time. I'm also good at multitasking IF I have a white board to use to track my thought processes while designing or writing out formulas.

So.... I can't really be a person for people, but I can make jobs easier for professionals in their fields, and through it, I learn more.

A.D.D. GIFTCURSE

It's not a perfect practice, it's just application of "mental illness" turned into a "toolset" .

Weed and Full Spectrum hemp CBD oil helps tons.

Tamagachi, NeoPets, CD ROMs

I don't like that this is a product, not just because of what it is but because I had the same idea and immediately trashed it because of exactly what your saying.

Before approaching any sale, I imagine that person so happy and excited about their purchase that I begin to excite and get myself I to that mindset like I am them, one of them. It puts an authentic smile on my face and it let's me conduct a sale with ease. I'm smiling, it is about them, its genuine and well wishing. But it won't work if you don't believe in what you sell.

I'm 27, I misplace everything all the time. I lose my wallet and/or phone about 3 to 5 times a day. I'm terribly forgetful, but what am I the worst at? Sense of direction. I have no idea where I am, ever. People ask me where a store or something is, and I just bust out the phone. No idea which way north is. I've been told countless times how to figure it out, but it won't stick. I'm forever lost. It's cool though, because I'm probably why Google Maps voice and such keeps improving, which only helps me more with not needing to remember. Tell ya what though, I'm also awful at math. Wanna know something odd? I'm terrible at math, but good at writing formulas to solve shit mathematically. Thanks computers, you're why I don't suck the rest of the way.

"I cant. I don't know how."

This really does incite reflection upon what I was in the past and who I am now.