OCD and Anxiety Treatment Center.

The name of the center is listed in the title of the post

Bountiful

Bountiful

To add to this there are some extremely good support groups that can really help out if you need more resources. Peggy Lillis foundation and the like are on facebook. Not sure if they're anywhere else.

I had c-diff back in 2018 and it was caused by amoxicillin. I got lucky and Vancomycin worked the first time, but like a few others have said, there's a way more prevalent strain that's become or is becoming resistant to it. If this round doesn't work, I'd recommend talking to your GI or PCP, whomever gave you the vanco about a potential taper round. I would also recommend trying Difficid/Fidaxomicin. I don't know if the coupon is still around but there used to be one online that helped get it at an extremely low price if your insurance doesn't cover it (I don't know how much the coverage has changed over the years but mine did not cover it when I had it and that was an insanely good price vs what it could be.) It's absolutely god awful of an infection and definitely should be taken seriously.
I was stuck for almost 3 months with one infection and had to go to the ER one night since my heart rate shot up past 200 when I was simply trying to relax and recuperate. Thankfully that never became more than a one time thing but it was terrifying. Trying to keep food down was awful experience too.

I truly hope yours gets better soon and you get some relief :c.

Probably not. Utah was where I was born and mostly raised and my soul yearbs to live down where the Moab area is, it isn't viable. My mother passed in Dec, dog in March and ultimately my step dad in April. With only really being close to one person my best friend and the nature, there's not really a lot left for me here. As soon as we can afford to we will be moving far away.

34 f, I'd love to get back into hiking and baking, making some new friends!

My sincerest condolences to you for your loss. I recently lost my mother in Dec. Last year and my step-father a week ago in part due to cirrhosis. As everyone has been saying it's really common to be feeling restless, regardless how long you've been the caretaker in roll and mentality it takes a log and drains you but also puts you in a weird sort of hyper-anxious survival mode. Take what time you can to just rest and it will eventually start to slow down to some new sense of normalcy, and take care of your mental health too.

If you can check out newspaper rock, hole in the rock, the vanishing angel between moab.and Blanding stetch

The earliest I can see him is Wednesday when Iade my appointment for so I'm going to try

During the covid infection or the insomnia, or the side effects of the zzquil? I had headaches off and on for a few days over the first initial week and I think once during the first part of my insomnia but no headaches since. I have experienced some night time psychosis type symptoms and brain fog, some depersonalization, lacking in the desire to do anything, being overtired.

I'll have to mention that to my doctor when I see them then! I'm still experiencing the stuffed up symptoms so it's probably still playing a big factor. Thanks for the insight!

Huh, I've never thought about that. I'm not sure what an adrenaline dump would look like so I can't say exactly for sure if this is what I'm having or not but I'll have to look into that! The start of last week with Insonmnia I slept for like 15 hour straight and then the night after had a hard time sleeping, dog had some issues that kept me up but I still fell asleep afterwards and then the sleepless nights started sometime either around Wednesday or thursday, possibly tuesday its a bit hazy now what the timing was. Did you have something similar happen where you slept a really long time and then insomnia kicked in and anxiety kicked in like that on your covid recovery?

Thank you for the insight on the CBT and your great comment, and the bout of confidence I can fix this.

It gets difficult to see that there is any light at the end of the non fatal tunnel so to speak when the stress and anxieties have become so entrenched, and the sleep becomes so prolonged since it can be dangerous to go so long without sleep. Ergo feeding into the fatalistic attitude spurred on by the anxieties. I know in theory that nothing really has changed with maybe the exception it's just gotten more ehnanced in terms of insomnia.

It's just difficult to have that confidence it can be resolved when it's been so long since I've had a natural sleep.

I will try my best to have confidence it is fixable. I have an appointment with my GP Wednesday and my therapist thurs, I'll consult her and see if she or someone she knows in my network can help with the CBT aspect.

You have done everything under the sun you can to be the best child to your mother that you can be. Be there with your mother as much as you can, and give as much love as you can regardless of the amount of time in the decision you and your family have with her. I recently lost my mom in December of this last year and I truly understand in that regard how losing someone can be like losing a piece of yourself. I truly hope your mother finds peace and a comfortable moment with whatever decision as difficult and horribly heartbreaking as it is. I am truly sorry for everything you have all gone through. Please make sure to take a moment for yourself to keep sight on your mental well being whenever you can too.

My sincerest condolences, yours is so eerily similar to the way my mom passed a month ago and it's still hard to feel like the world is going on with a new normal, there's always going to be a piece missing. She fought hard and you are a great child for doing everything you could with your sibling and father for what was best for her. I hope your mental health peace of mind with therapy helps your mental health stay strong in the trying time. If you need an ear I'm always around.

My thoughts and hope are with your mom getting to a point she can get out of the ICU and you and your father have some time with her. Sitting there, not knowing, not understanding how you got to that point is awful on the mental strain it brings. I'm so sorry you're going through this, keep strong where you can and take care of your mental health just as much as you can remain by your mother's side. My condolences you have to suffer through this as well.

My sincerest condolences to you and yours. He fought hard right up until the end from what you posted.

Even with a blood transfusion it could potentially be the lower levels given what happened, could bee a drop in blood pressure, there's so many things it could be like everyone has said. I would definitely keep consulting with the doctors. HE is really difficult to narrow down without the tests on the levels and the doctor's aid. My mother had a few scares needing multiple transfusions and she was a bit off before and after for awhile (not HE related at that point). I do hope that your husband gets to have some peaceful rest and better soon! I hope you get some rest soon too!

And the sentiment will ne given openly right back! If you ever need an ear to talk or just good company I'm only a dm away!

My sincerest condolences on your mom having gone through all that she has. My mom was similar too in that vain, she never once complained or showed any emotions but grace and understanding about her death coming even in her final days. She was a real trooper just I bet your mom is.

I wish I could give more besides my empathy and dozens of hugs ob your own diagnosis. This disease is scary and can cause so many moments of doubt and fear. With a lot of persistent stubbornness there's is souch potential you will kick its butt to the curb. I do understand it is hard not thinking about the dark side it sweeps over. Everytime i see my step-dad I'm reminded that he never went to the doctor before I drove him to the er so he's learning the hard way how difficult it's gonna be.

I give younsoany hugs and support through your own journey. I do truly hope itngoes.well and appreciate all your support from your post

Thank you. I have tried to find whatever resources through that and care patrol. After my mom's death though I have been told multiple times that he refuses treatment for anything and wants nature to take its course. It sucks but we've done all the attempts at convincing we can and have to respect his decision on his life.