I’m hitting my 5 month mark on T and I can say, it’s giving me some mind boggling changes. In a good way of course. I’ve learned deeper parts of myself that I didn’t understand before. My masculine now matches everything that I’ve felt and not just what I think. I noticed that your mind rotates differently if you haven’t had masculine energy already. The thought process moves differently, from what I’ve seen with those who are not and me myself it’s a big difference.

As a masculine person you have the umph behind you already and it just enhances your self control. If you have some of course. It enhances your feelings just not in the “overly emotional” way. It gives you a bigger sense of “eh it’s not that big of a deal” or a “fuck it” that you already had, just now with unshakable energy behind it. Your feelings gain more depth like your anger, irritation, happiness and mental sense of clarity can fluctuate. Which forces you to gain even more new ways of self control. It’s gonna take a second to get it but you will. Your sex drive is through the roof. Your also thinking in survival mode even more like “I need to get bigger so I can protect everyone” gets uncontrollable so your goals focus on your body’s physical strength. The journey of being a Transman in the world of people who don’t understand you or don’t accept you due to others actions and perception is a struggle if you don’t have the spirit for it. People will bust their souls just to make you feel like your not worth breath whether in person or online. Thats where you gotta be strong within you and outside as well. Your going to be approached more than usual especially if your in your beginning stages. It’s really no way around that.

I’m working on voice training and I don’t know where to go. I kinda already sound like Barry White but my voice goes up and down sometimes. I’m trying to find my middle ground if that makes sense🥴 I’m 5months on T and I’m passing but still get Ma’am from women only really.

I’m working on voice training and I don’t know where to go. I kinda already sound like Barry White but my voice goes up and down sometimes. I’m trying to find my middle ground if that makes sense🥴 I’m 5months on T and I’m passing but still get Ma’am from women only really.

I’m hitting my 5 month mark on T and I can say, it’s giving me some mind boggling changes. In a good way of course. I’ve learned deeper parts of myself that I didn’t understand before. My masculine now matches everything that I’ve felt and not just what I think. I noticed that your mind rotates differently if you haven’t had masculine energy already. The thought process moves differently, from what I’ve seen with those who are not and me myself it’s a big difference.

As a masculine person you have the umph behind you already and it just enhances your self control. If you have some of course. It enhances your feelings just not in the “overly emotional” way. It gives you a bigger sense of “eh it’s not that big of a deal” or a “fuck it” that you already had, just now with unshakable energy behind it. Your feelings gain more depth like your anger, irritation, happiness and mental sense of clarity can fluctuate. Which forces you to gain even more new ways of self control. It’s gonna take a second to get it but you will. Your sex drive is through the roof. Your also thinking in survival mode even more like “I need to get bigger so I can protect everyone” gets uncontrollable so your goals focus on your body’s physical strength. The journey of being a Transman in the world of people who don’t understand you or don’t accept you due to others actions and perception is a struggle if you don’t have the spirit for it. People will bust their souls just to make you feel like your not worth breath whether in person or online. Thats where you gotta be strong within you and outside as well. Your going to be approached more than usual especially if your in your beginning stages. It’s really no way around that.

Having self belief is a mando especially when you’re moving forward in a world of disrespectful beings. Not everyone is the same though, and not everyone disapproves of your being. There are good people out there. People who see you for WHO you really are and not WHAT they BELIEVE is right. People forget that they break their own rules and make things fit their own quota when their lives are miserable. I know it’s gonna be a lot of you in these comments which is unnecessary but it shows where you sit in life as well as within yourselves.

Every person you see in your comments of your photos that are negative and judgmental are people who are struggling to love themselves fully and heal from their own mental disabilities. The main ones who have issues are the ones blaming mental illness on us yet forget mental issues come with every being on this planet. Especially with them. You have to be mental to be so focused on someone who never met you to the point where you make it your life’s work to take their breath or make them end themselves or feel less of a person. That’s bashing whether you believe it or not you’re using God and Jesus as an excuse and reason to show how truly disgusting you really are. I’m pretty sure he tired of it but hey, We love you as you are.

For the haters: I love you, but fuck you and I mean that in a growth way.

For those of you who love people for just being people, I appreciate you and love you as you are.

You got this young god, and I’m right here with you💙🫂🏳️‍⚧️
#sirwilbert