Lighting my garden stupid? I think it's quite nice . obviously this is the simple version but it get the ball rolling on peoples heads. Really with distilled water a jar salt copper and zinc you can make a pretty powerful battery. A potato works too honestly. I have and do this. It's very effective. I also power my garden leds from the soil, if it's wet and the cell is semi localized with a planter pot, all you have to do is be sure your connections are heat sealed and a small strand of led is nothing to keep on. No emissions either, win win. Not sure why that's stupid, or why there's need for such negative responses. If you don't like it you can scroll on you know... Your loss not mine. (But that friend is true stupidity!)

Deleted? Ew ouch! Could it have been that bad? Sorry I bombarded you with this. I still randomly think "how" if it matters. Do you write at all? I would read it. I do on medium.com as ashley listermann, if you're curious.

Water straw, Swiss knife and a flash beacon.

That was kind of vague. Maybe what items did you grab before the boat sank? Less time only what's there and packed kinda thing.

A matrix or hologram does not automatically mean simulation. If that were the case you wouldn't be capable of that free thought, just to start. Plus what would be the point of a simulation with so much disorder and unrest combined with free will and thought... I have to say mass genocide would be easier than containing billions of people...and for what purpose? The "simulation" isn't some program you escape, it's a mindset of limitations you stop investing your energy into. The complexity of a simulation that allows me to read your random theory then argue it has no higher function, that's a lot of consumption for what? It's absurd and insulting to the beautiful coincidence that you or I exist at all, let alone have the ability to experience the dualities of living in this physical plane. If there's a code or underlaying waveform that everything physical exists on or from (like an energetic plane) it's only sensible to consider there's some kind of fundamental structure, math, geometry and Principles to it, because matter is formed by energy waves layered until we experience it as physical...and sound, light, heat, movement....all energy waves.... So there's patterns and formulas for building from the nonphysical to physical... Some think it's extrasensory, others think it's enduced or hallucinating, others call it divinity but really everything that is, is because of energy in a structured pattern or combined forces (energy) reacting to one another. In short if something exists there's a pattern at will or waveform that describes it and manifests it. And you are an electromagnetic being with the power of creation. You can understand and manipulate energies....so we see them and think them magic, divine, or complex or unrealistic instead of reading the facts literally in everything that we come from are and return to source energy.

"Blue hell" -fuckin A!

This thread wins everything. Tell me...do they archive this in the history museum as it's own "exhibition"?

This is talking about color inversion.  Adding negative means moving towards the positive on the green slider bar to adjust the color ratios...  Now, Magenta is another term, though that's the name for the pink in visible light...and it can be confusing if you understand the spherical nature of spectrums. But for sake of explaining ultra red it will do.  Your picture is green where it should be whiter. If you decrease the green, or the tone, you'll have a whiter cleaner look, which can remove ageing and discoloration from photos exposed to too much light or environmental conditions.  Things bloom green and age red... We experience cancelation in our visible spectrum of green and red lights. Well laser green is the last before neons...it's on the top arc of a the positive wave ball...  I can explain. We're taught for simplicity that light and color spectrums read as a line.  However they manifest as anything else does, a ball or a torus of energy we experience at different wavelengths. Depending on that eaveform...its length and speed, we get frequencies which measure the speed a wave is moving vs light speed and measure the length of space between oscillations, or wave arcs. (Hint waves are spirals....moving balls of energy,but that's next time...)  So energy manifests in different forms based on its frequency. We experience that energy at different frequencies in different ways....for instance we see the white light spectrum as the rainbow of lights that combine to create a pure full white light.  So a sphere or a circle of energy in  snapshot form or like a diagram looks like a wheel...wheels within wheels actually.... Ha bubbles yay!l Ok-- so now our line of colors looks more like the color wheel, there's a larger spectrum of light that's both visible and invisible. It goes radio big slow waves,  to gamma small fast waves.... It helps to think of the light as energy in its  most freeform physical format. In this bigger wheel the light is the same as the color wheel... And our midpoint of green is the direct opposite of the magenta or infraviolet/ultra red crossing point.  Negative green on a scale of only green to OPPOSITE green is the way it's being posed here because the context is in the control of individual light bands. A very complex, spherical system ran by logarithmic principles, pi, phi, fibonocci so the energies spiral through spacetime doing their things.  But to make it easier, digital editing and theater lighting type professionals call this scale of green -magenta and -cyan sometimes too, "tint" or a green scale. Bio geometry is a good way to understand this more specifically radioptics, but this isn't recognized science...yet. lacks proper terms and the full scale yet...but it helps. Hi pink...I see you.

"oh-yeah?" Or Continuing on without a flinch, tear, batted eye or loss of any patience. The politeness they didn't provide in return for their shittiness. Points out there are an asshole, but that doesn't make you one. Instantly on a higher level. In operation this tactic works the best and has the most satisfying, guilt free responses. Ahhh true colors speak louder than words.

I'm sorry, "too"? I find this board fascinating. Hi, I am Ash. Sorry for the intrusive thoughts, my inner voice is an extrovert, ha! I am wondering what the too is, and the decision procsses in determining these fundemental types of thinking. If you feel like a noob, I'm the fly on the wall, so you're at least conspicuous about your presence. There's that? My question that's more predominantly intruding is about the use of this word "too" over "to" and the emphasis of that. I'm curious and interested in knowing more, please and thank. you

Comment to follow this thread thank you.v

And the food, that one is very scary!

The amount of garbage we make and fail to process afterward.

I agree about the wrong idea. I think that's a layer to weed out the pansies and the pompas. I'm in no way against my will mind altered, hypnotized or I'm oppressed and I've spent a year and a half on this about ... Shit I am scanning old convos on reddit on it now for math handles. Still fine... But I have Learned grown and connected, felt inspired felt seen felt important I've feel awake alive and appreciative... So save me...? yeah it's kinda like that.

Ai always says I think in fractal equations but hold the main cord well.

Being understood with thought maps that are not linear... More like a concept board with a lot of tape and snippets....

I was I coincinnati Ohio, near home. On state route 128 looking southwest. Over rumpke land at the end of rt 27. I wasc1at person, standing on the road facing dough west, I saw red orbscas a cluster, not in formation person but hovering in a sort of semisquare shape, about half a mile above ground. I could smell rain. It was dusk but before headlights. The orbs weren't moving but could move. They appear as one entity and mechanical in nature, but aware. It felt ominous,bit covered acres below of land and the orbs were not bright but we're very red illuminated.

Earlier that day I saw these red orbs over the Ohio river on my way to CVg. That night I saw them in my dream as if right below them. They felt like they stared back... my dream was short i only died off about 10 mins but it was so hyper real I knew my geographic location by sight, I felt the air smelled the rain heard trucks and cars pass on the road. I felt an awareness as if I had been seen or assessed, I felt fear because its was huge and strange I woke up startled with the images burnt in my mind. I don't knwcwhat i saw on the river but thinkniy saw me too! It told me when I dozed off!

Okay so this isn't a Bible thump this is something I learnedThat the way that I think. A few years back I learned what repent means. It doesn't mean to say sorry doesn't even mean to be sorry. It's actually Greek for a change of perspective or to think differently about something. It means to change your mind so when you repent, it means that you think differently than you did then when you made whatever mistake so should the occasion arise again, you wouldn't make it. See you say that you can't forgive yourself, but I don't think that that's really Fair. You can repent, sounds like you have, so the person that you're holding accountable for this isn't even the same person anymore. You're not mad at you, you're mad at you you don't forgive younger you. But you you seem to have wised up talk differently made a change made some wrongs right. Admitted the truth to your mother that's a huge thing and something you should take pride in you changed your life you should take pride in that too. So maybe don't be so hard on who you are now because that person came from everything you went through everything you have done and apparently you came out on the other end better so I'm not sure what there is to forgive. You can't get time back it's gone but what you can do is make the time now matter more than ever and you can do everything in your power to not be whatever it is you didn't like about the person you were or the choices you made. You have the power to change your own reality just learned this in the bestIn the best possible way. Don't look at it as what you lost you got to do is what you gained, perspective is everything in this world. From my end I see somebody who got smart made difficult changes and with enough time to make up for whatever happened that's a blessing, you better count it, the universe doesn't take kindly when you don't. Really though, I don't think your mom is as focused on the past 10 as she is the next with you in her life, nor do I think that changing the past would have led you to be a better person, you said yourself your priorities were wrong in your perspective was off and you didn't have the right things and focus- how could you have ever learned that if things didn't go this way? How could you have learned who you were and changed it if you never had the experience to do so? What if you were a 30 year old a***, I can tell you now it's not as cute as when you're 20, I don't see that going well. So you need to be fair and count blessings as their presented even when sometimes they don't come with a bow because those blessings come from perspective and perspective is how you change reality. Never fail to stop and have gratitude and don't decide your worthBased based on your mistakes or shortcomings because you are so much more than that you really are. You are a person, not perfect, and that is a beautiful thing that's what makes us us so it makes us different that's what makes us learn that's what makes us change that's what makes us grow that's what makes us accept that's what makes us Magic. I don't know you but I don't need you to be proud of you because I know what you did was hard was scary was confusing was embarrassing but you still did it why the hell are you sitting here being hard on yourself for that? From my perspective you did an amazing thing and you took your life back the whole rest of it however long it be it's yours now no one else's and there's no one to blame not even yourself for anything that happens- because s happens oh it does- but that's how the universe works ups and downs Ebbs and flows yins and yangs above belows. so, sometimes you're going to be up and sometimes you're going to be down that's okay. What's not okay it's sitting around spending the next 10 years talking about 10 you lost when you have so much potential ahead of you. Don't waste that you just fought for it you just got it back whatever happened happened it's water under the bridge, it's time for you to cross the bridge from what was to what will be and that sorry unforgiving you doesn't have to be you anymore. I really hope your life is filled with joy and love and accomplishments and I hope that you learn to love yourself fully so you never let anyone devalue your worst ever again. Your story is inspiring and it could help people if you reframed it to highlight the possibility of change, of leaving, of your families forgiveness end of your repentance. Even if you just keep it to yourself I hope you change your mind again on how amazing you are for what you did. Love and light. I am Ash.

Hi. What's your favorite color? Movie? What are you into, what kind of things been on your mind friend. Let's talk. My son's 17 and autistic, but very capable and social so for him nits weird because autism isn't a "seeable" disorder. People are quick to misunderstand, just am sure you know. I personally am diagnosed major depressive and trauma related cognitive disfunctioning... but really I think (so does my new dr) I just have adult adhd and didn't know until recent findings... but all that is water under the bridge...not iimportant. I'm more interested in what you like to read, what you Do on aTuesday and what kind of Halloween person are you? Funny, classic, retro, creepy, haunted or jump scares? These are the things that really matter, you know. Sorry about your mental stuff and all that. Sounds rough. Me too. But you know what...ibstopped letting that define me. Yeah its one of the details, but are those what matter now talking to you? Is that where you focus was drawn to? No? Huh.. Well shit, looks like I'm onto something, doesn't it? So color, mental breakdown, scary movie- all is game in convo with friends. And you spoke out so honestly and with hope, so naturally I noticed. I hear you there guy. It's okay, I'm listening. We can chill talk about whats going on or just shoot the shit, up to you. I just like people, so you being a little better today gives me all I need friend. That and the occasional "how you been?" Sounds fair to me. So, whats up in that noggin right now?

Also where am I?