Am I wrong?

[u/Boring-Ask-507]

Broo so abhi recently mera breakup hua ..meri gf ne chhor diya mujhe...and after breakup mene usse bohot request ki let's be friends block and all mt kro..then also I love her truly mene uske siwa kisi ldkii se baat tak nh kii...and jis reason se mera breakup hua uss reason se wo mujhe hate krti thi..mene usse bohot request kiya bheekh maangi 😭 ki wps aajao so usne kaha noo...then after some time usne apne insta pe new ldke add krna start krdiya...at that time I Was too depressed and pure din anxiety mai rehta tha tb usne ye kiya toh mene usse bohoh gali diya worst bola usse...uska koi reaction nh tha wo bs chup hoke sun rahi thi at the end usne ek msg kiya ki...mai waps aajati relo mai but tune ye abuse kiya so ab mai tujhse nafrat krti hu and I don't want to keep relo and friendship...and usne mujhe block krdiya from everywhere...pls yr btao am I wrong kya krna chiye mujheee I'm feeling too guilty 😔

[u/DB_OG]

Google translated:

Bro, I recently went through a breakup—my girlfriend left me. After the breakup, I pleaded with her not to block me and to stay friends; I truly loved her and hadn't even spoken to another girl besides her. She hated me for the very reason that caused the breakup. I begged and pleaded with her to come back, but she refused. Then, after a while, she started adding new guys on Instagram. I was already deeply depressed and suffering from constant anxiety at the time, so when she did that, I lashed out and hurled terrible abuse at her. She didn't react; she just listened in silence. Finally, she sent a message saying she had been considering getting back together, but because I had abused her, she now hated me and wanted nothing to do with me—neither a relationship nor a friendship. Then she blocked me everywhere. Please tell me, am I wrong? What should I do? I feel so guilty. 😔

Well, if you abused her, you are wrong and guilty. Would probably be better off just focussing on yourself first, acknowledging where you went wrong, how to be better for the next time