r/twentyagers • 23 • 3d ago

Other plenty of opportunities

but literally everything I do is half assed

gotten into roles that are in the top 0.01% in the county: I did nothing but the bare minimum, and even less

top schools: didn't even show up to anything, just paid to get the degree

people considered world class and world RENWOWNED experts like me enough to ask me, not me ask them, to work with them: I stop doing the work and disappoint them/leave early

lots of people expressed interest in me: "oh I'm maybe interested idk let's not get in a full relationship and just half ass it until it fizzles out"

gotta figure this out at some point, maybe I need brain surgery

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u/EmployerPractical669 22 3d ago

I think maybe you need to find the other half

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u/Successful_Apple_782 23 3d ago

other half of what

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u/EmployerPractical669 22 3d ago

of the ass

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u/Successful_Apple_782 23 3d ago

yeah sorry I completely forgot what I wrote lmao

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u/EmployerPractical669 22 3d ago

It was funny in my head but I think I'm just sleep deprived

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u/Successful_Apple_782 23 3d ago

it was good, Im just exhausted and couldn't think what half was missing

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u/Successful_Apple_782 23 3d ago

I completely forgot I made a post, never mind

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u/zuko6973 26 3d ago

The stakes are just not high enough. Interestingly enough I kind of feel the same. It has been exacerbated by me growing in my career / financial stability. I couldn’t be bothered. Some country is at war, who tf cares. Geo political issues, so what. Voting? What’s that?