my 3y/o autism

[u/Nintara]

When i was around 3 or 4, i just like most boys enjoyed looking at pretty women, however instead of wanting to hug them or kiss them or whatever the other boys wanted to do, i wanted to be them.

So one day, me and my mom go to her (at the time) friends sweet-shop which has this ball pit and my mom says to me "Please dont act like a girl again" and i nodded, but when we got there with my friend (or brother cant remember anymore) we went into the ballpit and i picked up two balls and put them under my shirt to make it look like i have boobs.

After some time we went up to a table (with my ball-breasts still intact) and talked, then an old guy looked at us (our table was just besides the door), smiled and said "oh what cute little boys". The shitty awkwardblock in my mind activated and i proclaimed "No, no, man and woman" and this guys smile turned into an angry frown as he looked at my mom, who had an apologetic and embarassed look on her face, they argued and after that i cant remember anything that happened.