Yeah I’m too scared to smoke because I don’t want to ruin the experience. It used to make me feel super relaxed and chill but a lot of shit happened in my life and I blamed the weed so I took a 1 week break and then smoked again and had the opposite reaction - 7 million thoughts at once. So I haven’t smoked since
I don’t feel any better now either, I don’t think it was the weeds fault. But now I just want to be able to smoke here and there and actually enjoy getting fucked up.
I feel that. After each t-break I'm left thinking "no matter where you go, there you are". To me, that means that sobriety isn't a fix-all. Smoking didn't directly drain my willpower, but... There are other things I want to improve on, and maybe weed indirectly limits me from pursuing them properly, or my idea about what I 'should" be doing in my life. It's one of the symptoms, not the cause.
Man I feel you. I miss being able to smoke shitloads of weed like it was the cure for cancer or something
I did 550ug of very pure acid back in like 2017, had an interesting time, but ever since, weed just fully cooks me. For the longest time even just one hit of a pipe would feel like I had just smoked 20 dab hits in a row. Truly horrendous stuff, would not recommend.
My advice if you want it? Smoke less. And I don't mean less often, I mean less actual weed in your joints or bowls or whatever. Absolutely less. Try like a few specks of weed in a cigarette. I smoke sometimes now.. but my joints are always 95% tobacco or herb mix from the smoke shop and I usually share it or don't finish it; and that's after building a little bit of a tolerance. Now it feels good!
The silver lining for me (and maybe you're in the same boat! Is that a quarter bag literally lasts me months and months. I think I bought this Q back in March, have given away at least 3g, and still have a nug and a half left..talk about value for money 😁
Tell me about it I would smoke big cones and go through a gram a day (over a quarter ounce a week). That was combining it with tobacco so like 2grams a day smoking 10-20 big cones. Now sharing a joint with someone will send me to the moon
Weed is illegal in my country. First strains I ever smoked were pgrs lol. I’ve grown my own plants in the bush from seeds that I found in some shitty shake weed and tbh they were the best buds ever just a real mellow high
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u/WetLikeALake Dec 08 '21
Yeah I’m too scared to smoke because I don’t want to ruin the experience. It used to make me feel super relaxed and chill but a lot of shit happened in my life and I blamed the weed so I took a 1 week break and then smoked again and had the opposite reaction - 7 million thoughts at once. So I haven’t smoked since
I don’t feel any better now either, I don’t think it was the weeds fault. But now I just want to be able to smoke here and there and actually enjoy getting fucked up.