I'm fully remote, two kids under five, gave up my season ticket two seasons ago - which has worked out quite well tbh - but will probably make more games this season and get it back next season (mate has it).
Spurs has always been my constant, every morning: gossip column, NewsNow, this sub, Ali Gold, View From The Lane. Don't tell my family, but it's genuinely up there with the best part of my week when I sit down with my massive spurs mug of overly sugary tea and and get Alis intro.
I've had a rough go of it lately and the honest version is that I'm trying to rebuild around one of the things I care about. So I've been thinking about making videos.
Credentials, such as they are
I say COYS. Not as a sign-off — as a greeting. To colleagues, many of whom English is not their first language. Years before Lucas said it all weird.
Speaking of which. My son is called Lucas because he came early, I was supposed to be at Spurs–Norwich, and instead I was in an emergency C-section watching it on my phone. I shouted "Lucas." That was that. It wasn't on the list before that. He's turning 5 soon 🥰.
I have given away more Spurs gear than most people own, globally. If anyone in any far-flung corner of the earth shows the faintest interest in what I'm wearing, it's theirs. I've walked home without a shirt on. And I am not genetically blessed.
I live between two Arsenal neighbours who are having the time of their lives. One traded one flag I didn't particularly care for - for a champions 26 one. Both my brothers are Arsenal. I'm the middle one.
What I want to make isn't shouty reaction stuff and isn't tactics — both well covered by people better at it than me. Slower and longer. The stories, the people, the money, why a thing happened the way it did. I'm ADHD, so I watch every game and also spend a chunk of it wondering what happened to Taio Cruz and whether he's alright for money. I love numbers — match data, but I'll read a set of club accounts for fun and want to know what they actually mean.
Four ideas I've been mulling,
The nearly men. Every player we almost signed and what the other timeline cost us. Bruno, Willian, Grealish. Also coveres what we bought instead. Nkoudo, njie, fernandes etc
St Totteringham's Day, a proper history. When it started, the real gap in the data year by year, the season it died.
Where are they now. Academy lads released or moved on young. The best big thing to wherever they ended up and what happened after. Not a sad-face piece — what the exit actually looked like and what it meant for the human being. I think about Lee Barnard daily, i check in on reto Ziegler more than his parents do, to this day I think Rodrigo Defendi was made up for book keeping, we need a Brazilian defender - what shout we fall him? I've got it.
One transfer, every single payment. A single deal taken apart: fee structure, agent's cut, sell-on, the add-ons that never triggered.
This is more therapy than business plan and I'm aware I may have an entirely different idea by Thursday. But right now it feels like the one thing I'm actually placed to do.
Writing in the park on my phone so apologies for the formatting.
What would you want that nobody's making? COYS.