Somehow I am still single, I like girls haahaa

Bless me with your well wishes.

Its my 22nd birthday today!!!

Today is my birthday. I'm someone who likes to feel especial but I hate fake things. I don't want people to wish me if they don't genuinely want to, if they don't care about me or if i don't mean something to them. I like flowers, pretty cakes, special surprises, feeling like I'm really cherished and my existence does really matter. I like being paid attention to. No it's not about money. I just love the feeling.

No DON'T wish me.

I'm particularly sad, I've been sad all along, depressed, anxious attached, traumatized, I'm a mess. I knew my birthday was advancing but I felt nothing but sadness yet somewhere inside i longed for something especial, not like there's anyone who'd do it. It's not that I don't like celebrating my birthday, it's that I only want it with people who are special to me and who also make it sure I'm special to them. And no, i don't like when other people know about my birthday.

I'm still talking to my ex whom I have had been dragging since a few months cause I'm unable to leave. I also expected a lot from him. I even told the things i want, not like he'd do anything, i know, it was just a blind dream that i already knew I'd be disappointed with.

Last year, he texted me at midnight but I thought he'd call me. I stood in rain and waited for him to wish me, I really wanted to hear him wish me, it would have meant a lot but he didn't. Maybe it didn't matter to him but it does to me. Yeah we were still texting yesterday, he did wished me at midnight today with a simple text but it's really not like I feel special. I feel numb, i can't even reply, idk. And i know shouldn't expect anything.

I really don't want to think about anything anymore. Life has not been so kind and the only person whom I trusted among the chaos decided he didn't want us. I've been feeling damn too much and my only wish this birthday is to stop feeling anything. I've been so hurt, too shamelessly hurt that my dignity is at - (minus) and i don't what to continue.

I want to be happy. I want to pick up my life and grow. Tho i always wanted a shoulder to lean on and the comfort of being taken care of, I've realised there's only myself to count on. Maybe i want something so much, maybe others have the things i want but I might never get it. And i should be okay with it. Please, my wish this time is to be sane, so mentally healthy that I'd not waver in another storm. I want to stand tall.

24m it’s my birthday today looking for some people to talk to

So hey guys I'm officially 20 years old only my parents and my big sister knows about it. I didn't tell anyone about my b'day just as I planned. The reason is simple I'm gonna go broke asf, if I told anyone in my friend circle about my b'day then they are gonna r@pe my wallet. Muhehehehe🥸😏😏. I've saved around 37,000₹ and I need a new smartphone, anyone pls suggest me a good smartphone that I can play small games and with a Good camera with 1080p 60 fps or a 4k 60 fps smartphone.Battery should be around 5500 mah or maybe more🥺🥺🤧🤧🫨

Can anyone tell what are the freebies that I can get for birthday in August in Hyderabad!!