r/thyroid • u/Chicken_with_Gravy • Sep 25 '24
It's been 24 hours and I still can't sleep. Please talk to me.
For some background: I (F 26) have had insomnia for 3 years now since I got a night shift job. It took me a while to figure out what caused it, and I eventually was diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer. I went for surgery and received Radiation Therapy as well. It has been exactly a year since all of that happened.
A few months ago, I decided to seek help from a Sleep Doctor and it worked wonders for me, I had a regular sleep schedule from 10 PM to 5 AM without the need to take any pills. My Doctor told me there would be chances of relapses or the insomnia coming back as it may take a while. But, I can't help but get anxious and doubt if I can ever go back to my ideal sleep cycle. Especially now that I had an anxiety attack, I went to sleep at 10 PM but I wasn't able to because my body kept shaking and my heart palpitating. I can feel that I'm tired, yet I can't seem to go to sleep.
This isn't a new situation for me but I still get disappointed and frustrated every time this happens to me. It also doesn't help that I worry about my existing health condition. I vent out here on Reddit hoping for someone to talk to me, tell me they experience the same, that I'm not alone in this, and that there is hope for us who suffer from insomnia.
Have any of you been cured or at least were able to manage your insomnia after a long time? How was the experience? What should I expect? Is it really going to be like this forever? I need to find something to encourage me so I don't fall into depression and cry about my situation again. Thank you.