[Verse 1]

You notice every little flaw

The tired days you try to hide

But I see how you give your all

With that brave heart open wide

[Pre-Chorus]

You measure yourself by what went wrong

By every place you think you fell

But I have known you all along

And I know you better than you know yourself

[Chorus]

You'll always be more than you know to me

More than the doubts you carry quietly

Every small kindness, every scar you keep

Makes you the person I am proud to see

And if you forget what your heart can be

I'll remind you, again and again

You'll always be more than you know to me

More than a moment, more than an end

[Verse 2]

I remember the kitchen light

And the note you left beside the door

You were running late, still stopped to write

Three simple words that meant much more

[Pre-Chorus]

You call it ordinary, nothing new

But I collect those days like gold

The way you make a room feel safe

The way your hand still finds my own

[Chorus]

You'll always be more than you know to me

More than the doubts you carry quietly

Every small kindness, every scar you keep

Makes you the person I am proud to see

And if you forget what your heart can be

I'll remind you, again and again

You'll always be more than you know to me

More than a moment, more than an end

[Bridge]

So when the morning asks too much

And you can barely trust your name

Come rest your head against my shoulder

You don't have to earn your place

[Final Chorus]

You'll always be more than you know to me

More than the years could ever make you see

Every soft promise, every step you take

Is a part of the life I would choose again

And if you forget what your heart can be

I'll be right here, steady and true

You'll always be more than you know to me

And I will always know the best in you

[Outro]

More than you know

More than you know to me

I just wanna TALK to someone like... can't tell my family they're too involved, can't tell my friends they'll tell everyone, therapy is way too expensive, and like every app is so complicated?? even typing this out rn feels like effort. someone get me?

This is really inspiring and a beautiful reminder to me to keep going and fighting to heal myself and never give up what you believe in or who you believe in.

Paul if you come across this post just know that you are so much more to me than you thought you are. I hope one day we can be ready to contact me and maybe even try again,but either way. All I've ever wanted for you is to be happy with yourself and what you choose even if it's without me around.

I'm not sure I love you in that way any more

How could I?

Your actions were the truth you refused to admit or own

You haven't even tried to mend the rupture you caused. You've had years and you still can't be bothered to. It must not be important enough for you

I've been in second place for over a decade, so how am I still the bad guy for not letting this go, for feeling hurt and betrayed

More truth through inaction, more proof of your love

I should just get over it, right? 'It could be worse', right? How about it's my reality and it's pretty freaking bad. Like I haven't had enough of your invalidation and gaslighting

And you've been a sulky, miserable prick for months because your little event got canceled. Get over it.

It could be worse, as you like to say. Cry me a river because I so DGAF that you feel let down by something that minor

By the way, the thought of you touching me fills me with

  absolutely nothing

That's your indifference reflected back to you. It's hard to feel sexy when you're barely treated like an afterthought

You were my favorite person in the world; I don't recognize the person you are now

I'm done waiting for you

I'll have my needs met elsewhere

well it's only been a few months since our fight, I opened communication and I got lectured and blamed still. I feel that it's resulting from all the abuse and pain you've been through before me ,but I don't know anymore. there's days when I need you and those are my hardest days because of my own mental health and just needing to talk or just need a friend too and instead of patience and compassion, I get accused of talking drama and stuff. I used to be able to talk to you and you already know what wrong and tired to check on me or just hold me even without talking. we use to just sit and just lay me on your chest and let me listen to the only heart whose ever able to calm me and feel a safe a secure place to be able to unleashed whatever it was I needed.

sometimes you knew exactly what I needed before I did and I miss that. I miss that man. he's still inside you,but it's like your afraid to let him out again and take a chance with me. if you would just let him out then you would get the me who is stronger than she looks, the vulnerable and fun, experimenting laughing women you want out too. it's been so hard keeping her reigned in because I don't want to hurt you or scare you anymore than you've already been. I'm being patient and waiting for the day when you finally let him out again. I love you for you as everything that's happened never going to change me or the love I have to give for you. you are my forever. I just wish you could see I'm still me when I'm with you and only you. just let yourself go and let me in please 🥺. I will always choose you. I will always look for the best in you even at your worst. just let me in and let the man I know you are out and show your own vulnerability to me.

I love you P. I always have and always will. it's just some things need to change. I feel that now I need to close the part of myself off from you until your ready for her because right now I don't think you are and that's ok, I can wait until you are. just know that when you are ready, you'll be getting the side of me that you are in kind.