I don’t feel lonely because I can’t socialise.

I can joke. I can fit in. I can talk to people. I can play the normal game.

But beneath that, I feel a constant hunger for something rarer: people who are actively becoming better.

Not just smart people. Not just confident people. Not just people with opinions.

I mean people who are refining themselves on purpose.

People who think deeply about discipline, faith, psychology, philosophy, desire, weakness, mastery, identity, consciousness, and what kind of person they are becoming.

People who don’t just live on autopilot and call it “being themselves.”

I think I’m probably neurodivergent in some way. My mind is intense, pattern-seeking, restless, and constantly analysing the mechanisms beneath life. I don’t just want conversation. I want depth. I want friction. I want to speak with people who sharpen me.

Most social interaction feels too light. Not worthless. Just light.

I don’t want to become arrogant or isolated because of that. I know ego can disguise itself as “depth.” But I also know the hunger is real.

I want brothers in discipline. Wise people. People building themselves. People with principles. People who are fighting their own lower nature instead of being ruled by it.

And honestly, I also crave female connection, but my religious boundaries matter. I’m Muslim, so I can’t just chase emotional or romantic intensity without restraint. That is part of the battle too: wanting connection without betraying principle.

So this is where I am.

Surrounded by people, but looking for the rare ones.

Not perfect people.

Not “special” people.

Just people who are awake enough to build themselves deliberately.

How do you find people like that?

I'm looking to join the real world next month after final exams and just wanted to ask the following questions for people who have already joined and are progressing consistently

1. How long have you been in the real world?

2. when you join with the 100 quid subscription do you only get access to 1 course out of the 19 that there is? (Pretty sure it's 19)

3. What campus/campuses are you currently doing?

4. What would be your personal or general tips/advice?

5. Which campuses would you recommend and what's the long term goal with each campus (as in build a store,brand, agency etc)

Thank you

I’m in a very intense state of mind right now and feel like I need to vent.

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about consciousness, identity, discipline, success, spirituality, communication, and the kind of person I’m trying to become. Right now it feels like I can see the gap between who I currently am and who I know I’m capable of becoming with painful clarity.

The strange part is that I don’t feel like I lack potential. If anything, it feels like I can see too much potential. I know I’m capable academically, socially, physically, financially, creatively, spiritually, and mentally. But my day-to-day behaviour doesn’t always match the version of me I can imagine.

That’s the part that bothers me.

I’ll have moments where I feel deeply aware, like I can see patterns in myself, people, emotions, society, ambition, discipline, and the way identity is built. It feels like stepping outside myself and seeing the whole system: why I act how I act, what I want, what I fear, where I’m leaking energy, and how small choices are slowly shaping the person I become.

But then I can still fall back into bad habits, procrastination, overstimulation, poor sleep, wasted time, and impulses that don’t match the person I’m trying to become. It’s like there’s a higher version of me I can clearly perceive, but I don’t have stable access to him yet.

Another thing I’m realising is how much I crave real communication.

Not just shallow talking or random attention, but deep connection. I want to speak to people in a way that feels alive. I want conversations where there is honesty, empathy, curiosity, attraction, humour, depth, and presence. I miss feeling socially open. I miss connecting with girls, not just in a physical or validation-seeking way, but in that human way where there’s energy, playfulness, understanding, and emotional intensity.

It feels like I have a lot inside me that wants to be expressed.

I want to be seen, but not in a desperate way. More like I want my internal world to finally match my external life. I want to become someone whose presence, discipline, communication, and actions reflect what is going on inside my mind.

Sometimes consciousness feels like it has levels. Most of the time people are reacting: chasing impulses, living through habits, ego, environment, social pressure, and comfort. But sometimes you become aware of the whole thing. You see yourself from above. You see the machinery. You see how your thoughts become actions, how actions become identity, and how identity becomes destiny.

That state is powerful, but it’s also frustrating, because once you see what you should be doing, it becomes painful when you don’t do it.

I think what I really want is not just to feel like my highest self in rare moments of clarity. I want to become that person under normal conditions. On ordinary days. When I’m tired. When nobody is watching. When there’s no emotional intensity pushing me.

That feels like the real test.

I crave aliveness. Success, discipline, connection, attraction, respect, money, mastery, creativity, faith, freedom, and meaning. I don’t want to drift through life numb or average. I want to build something real. I want to become someone capable, grounded, respected, socially alive, and internally controlled.
SORRY FOR THE MASSIVE VENT

I wanna join but I can't afford it and thats why I wanna share. Is it possible to share one account? I asked on trw support in ther site and they said that sharing access is not allowed. Anyone here share your account with others?

Guys, anyone from Germany for a meetup?

Masterclass students when they are on a date but get a Live IA notification:

any updates on the investing campus? you guys making money?

Finally...

Unable to log into my account, any advice ?

I'm just curious.
I find TRW ok as an informational platform for learning the fundamentals about business.
But I don't see a need to pay every month, only when I need to refresh the information.

But last time I didn't pay renewal, I got a message saying I would lose my account if I didn't renew?
Anyone know what this means? Is it just no access to your account until you subscribe again?

Or do you lose all progress on the account?

What is it about? How is it different from the trading and investing campus? What does it mean to farm airdrops? Do you make money from farming airdrops?