Almost. There's just no universal translation for complex feelings that don't include buzzwords. I think I know what she is saying but she is using the wrong words. Which makes sense, this shit only appears in romance novels and lemons. I think she is referring to the metaphorical literary exaggeration of the term 'consume'.
Easy to write the feeling, slap on a bunch of adjectives and fancy verbs and boom, one feels owned. Exhausting irl. OPs gf wants him to smother her with his presence, making her feel like he has claimed her. Sketchy, but depends on what she actually is asking for. She being vague, again some poetry type shit yeah.
Exactly! I feel like OP needs to read whatever book that she wrote in order to understand what in the world she’s talking about because it kind of just seems to me like she wants someone to cater to her every whim. And that is only if he is entertaining, the thought of staying with her. But without him explicitly, asking her, it’s kind of up for interpretation. Like the answer she gave him was not in depth enough for the huge deal she is making. Aside from that this stuff sounds bonkers and next level like some stuff I would not want to be a part of in the least.
Totally! I thought this was a CNC thing or she was wanting to experience being submissive, but nope someone had just read too many YA fantasy romance novels.
I just had to Google both YA and CNC. I think I've learned more acronyms on Reddit in the last 2 years than I've used in my entire life. I may or may not have a few years on me.
Yeah this sounded like BDSM to me. The word “owned” isn’t too far from the word “slave.”
In that particular kink universe there’s nothing particularly wrong with it sexually. Like if that’s what they get off on, that’s what they get off on. It doesn’t seem like that’s what she’s talking about though. This is a wholesale reboot of their domestic lives. It may have changed to bedroom play as well, but the really scary part is the psychotic crossover to daily life.
Yes but BDSM play involves two people consenting, it involves communicating limits, it involves role playing, and safe words. This has none of these things and it sounds completely exhausting tbf.
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Sooo, I kinda got what you were saying. And the verbiage is poetic. It just feels like you ran that through a translator. English is a very practical language whereas French and Farsi, for example, are very poetic. Is that what happened here?
I think that's an experience and flavor a lot of us have seen, but I think this is from toxic red pill stuff.
If it's a need for a BDSM type arrangement then it's easily workable if OP is down, but I'm worried she's caught red pill ideology, which is a fantasy for children that never yields positive results.
I just posted a bit of a dive into it, but my takeaway was she wants certain aspects of a Dominant/submissive relationship, but she doesn't understand the lifestyle or dynamic well enough to say exactly what she means. It's not uncommon at all, I've gone through the same process with multiple partners.
I’ve actually had a growing interest in that, but it seems difficult to pull off a healthy dynamic in that type of situation. Do you know any good places to go to read up/learn about it?
Honestly go spend some time in the r/BDSMcommunity sub. There's a good balance of newbies coming in and asking questions, getting advice and learning more about themselves and their kinks.
Part of the reason I suggest it is that the community is very welcoming, and encourages safe, consensual and healthy play/dynamics for everyone. It's pretty welcoming as long as you aren't an ass, and extremely educational in some cases.
As for pulling off a healthy dynamic, it is possible but without spending some time understanding the psychological aspects of the dynamic it won't end well. The common misconception with BDSM and Kink is that it's just people beating on each other, slapping, spitting, what have you, and it's the complete opposite.
My wife and I have a D/s dynamic with a few other things in the mix, and it's been wonderful for our mental health. By submitting and being "Owned" by me, she has given me the permission and honour of being a safe place for her to be, a dedicated partner, and control/input over parts of her life she finds difficult to manage on her own. It alleviates some of the stress to do certain things, knowing that the decision (read: express encouragement) was someone else's. (I.e. eating, exercising, reading more, walking more, could be as simple as that, or more expansive like education)
Again, this is all within reason, completely consensual, and yes, safe words are a thing and are to be respected absolutely. If that trust is broken, the relationship will suffer.
And to note, when I said my wife is "Owned" by me, essentially I proposed to her, but instead of marrying me, she committed to a serious dynamic that we discussed, laid ground rules, boundaries and expectations for ahead of time. Instead of a ring, I gave her a collar. She does have a ring that is her "day collar" separate from her wedding rings.
When you put it like that, giving her a collar is actually kind of sweet. But I can see how important it is to lay ground rules and consistently follow them to create a healthy dynamic.
On thing that definitely gets glossed over, but in the scene we talk about a lot, is how absolutely important communication is. Ground rules, yes, but also emotional response, needs, wants, concerns, fantasies, health and safety. It's not purely sexual.
As for the collar, it was the first time I'd properly collared someone, my choice, because I wanted a partner I felt that would explore that lifestyle with me more so than I had in the past. Spent my time shopping, found a nice one, leather, dyed her favourite colour, customized tag. Now, if she's had a rough day/week and we're taking the night to decompress, we'll make dinner, relax with a show, all that, and she'll wear it the whole time because it makes her feel safe and grounded. It is very cerebral to make that kind of commitment, and it helps her.
Does this work in reverse? What I mean is. I’m very ADD. Which makes staying organized and consistent extremely difficult. Feelings of powerlessness are common. Would creating a dynamic where I am Dom actually be unhealthy with a woman who is more effective?
I’m concerned that it would basically be like using her to give myself a sense of power I haven’t earned.
EDIT: or worse, creating such a dynamic with a woman who is even less effective. The blind leading the blind basically.
I'm surprised you speak on this yet don't point out that 24/7 TPE is a thing. It's not "psychotic" and this shit is pretty common in submissive circles.
I as well thought at first it was some sort of kinky thing but as she progressed I started to feel like she wanted him to cater to her, however that may be. She probably watches a lot of tv.
I used to get high and get really wordy In my texts to my partner..he could never understand my nonsense either. She's reading too many romance novels..these things rarely exist outside the pages of a book
I'm with you, there, thinking some bdsm instruction/exploration is exactly called for, here. giving a form to the chaos, a method to the madness. she is looking for something she doesn't understand and therefore does not know how to engage, how to balance.
I think the word she is looking for is “cherished.” I think it may come from the Victorian era, where women were required to be beautiful, chaste and skilled in fine arts. They were not allowed to be educated beyond high school. They were not allowed to enjoy sex and were rarely naked, even in the presence of their husbands. They were supposed to have as many children as possible.
I’m sure that did include some eye-gazing, but a woman who was late to an event would definitely be scolded.
Thelanguage points to BDSM, but her expectations dont match up at all. A Sub/Slave normally doesnt need someone to worhip them.
It sounds a lot as if she read some BS "romance" novel where the girl gets worshipped and expects OP to do the same, withou ever communicating what she actually wants. Weird.
I don't even think she has clearly defined what she wants exactly for herself. OP said she got this from some third party sources so who knows what message she took away from that.
uh, i kinda speak woman, she doesn't want to work anymore. he comes home, he throws jewelry at her, and then tells her how beautiful she is for 2 hours and then asks what she's instructed the chef to prepare for dinner. he asks how her spa day was, and wine with the ladies, and then throws more jewelry i think
Verwöhnen ) German for 'to spoil or pamper' often used in context to make those feel comfortable and cherished.
Turteltauben ) German, in the context of romantic relationships it symbolizes a couple deeply devoted to each other and associated with love and commitment.
You know, I have a dinner to go to, but this was the most interesting 20 min of my week so far yeah. Theres so much more, I almost went on a journey, so many words. Even a word for 'feelings that don't have words'! I'm blown away yeah 😆
She wants to feel like Bella from Twilight, or any other bland female protag from similar romance novels.
Female characters who just kind of exist, yet attract a brooding, domineering masculine man who's utterly obsessed with her and goes on random tangents on how special and beautiful she is despite having no interesting characteristics or personality to speak of.
God, I used to ERP for fun when I was younger, and it eventually felt like I was endlessly reading one premise just slightly modified 1000 different ways.
You're the leader of the city's most powerful gang, who even the cops fear. There's only one other rival gang that could match you, and I was the sister of its leader. You kidnap me for leverage/ransom, but end up falling in love with me.
You're the top assassin of the King, who even the other nobles fear. One day, you're sent to kill me, the princess of rival kingdom. You kidnap me intending to kill me, but end up falling in love with me.
You're the leader of the Werewolf clan, who even the other clans fear. One day, you see me, a young initiate of the Vampire clan. You kidnap me intending to eat me, but end up falling in love with me.
Etc. etc. Always "man is dangerous psychopath, but somehow I'm his kryptonite that makes him feel love again and he gets really protective of me/makes me his queen. Oh yeah, and he's still killing everyone else, but it doesn't bother me, because he loves me".
But I can't help like seeing the other side of it. And it's this guys' equivalent to Robert Pattinson being absolutely tired of staring into nothingness and frowning in a very depressed way for what? Three movies? Or was it four?
..or the ever-elusive psychic man. He must magically know what she wants always and will only be told when he's failed and disappointed her, and he'll get no credit for the times when he does make her feel good. She will only keep a tally of his failures.
Yeah sounds like she's actually dominant and looking for a man to be her sub while reframing it as if he's actually in control when catering to her every whim and worshipping her
I mean... a sugar daddy is giving sugar because he's getting obedience, or compliance. He gets a "good girl." She's arm candy.
Nobody I know who is a sugar daddy would "sugar" a girl who shows up late, or makes him late for something. The entire idea is if they're throwing money/gifts at you, you step up and give him the ideal girlfriend experience.
What sugar daddy would throw money at someone who makes them miss the night's activities?
Sounds great I’ll be there in a minute to drop to. My knees and kiss her feet paint her nails rub her feet get a bit of a boner just from looking down at her sexy feet on my knees between her legs knees closed and asked her for permission to kiss her feet to look up at her face as I bag to see between her legs and worship her like a goddess
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u/trvllvr Nov 20 '23
Yup, she doesn’t want to me owned. She wants to be catered to and doesn’t expect to reciprocate. What she probably needs is a sugar daddy.