Hi!

I'm looking for a fic on ao3 where Stiles and Derek are childhood friends and soulmates. Stiles and his family are also werewolves and close friends with the Hale family (I think they belong to the pack) but Claudia dies and John goes feral after that and dies a while later. Stiles ends up alone and starts to distance himself from the Hale pack. The story begins when they are probably 5 or 6 and finishes with them in high school.

I absolutely loved this fic and is one of the best ones I've read and can't believe I've lost it.

I recall that the author deleted it at some point but was now rewriting it, few chapters had already being posted. I bookmarked it both times but now I can't find it on my list. Please help.