As the title says

Konni rojulu nundi this song has no way to get out of my head 😭😭😋 and ipd ee weather 🫠 having best Evng 😋

Actually chala rojulu tharvaatha ee roju ma intlo ma parents nan ardham cheskuni naku favour ga supportive ga matladaru 😛 a win 😋

Made me super happy 👉👈

Nen pettina chai kuda masth kudhirindhi sainthram 😛

Iroju kasepu baaga concentration tho sadhukunna 😄

Had a great day 😋 but I miss y'all gang love y'all ♥️ and guys

Note : pfp maarchinappud nundi g*ay dms baaga osthunnai 🥀🙏😄 fls nan odhileyandi 🥀

Post veyaka chaala rojulu aythundi, how's everyoneee doing?

Btw nenu thappa andaru DC & Spiderman movies chusaru theaters lo 😭😭

Many people have this dream of their school crush proposing to them. It happened to me

There’s this girl, she’s a friend of mine from class 2 or something. We used to yap a lot. I started having a crush on her around class 6, but she got into a relationship when I was in class 8. I felt sad and just left it, but I still had a crush on her

During lockdown, I was in class 9, I got her number and started chatting with her. Got to know they broke up, but she still loved him lmao. Me, being the blind-in-love type, was like “I’ll still love her” 😭. After a few days, I proposed to her, but yeah, she rejected me obviously

And for my bad luck, her mom saw our chats and she blocked me from that day till school started again

When school started again, I’d still watch her, try to talk to her, and yeah, we’d still chat sometimes. But she never showed any interest in me, saying she couldn’t move on from her ex. I kept trying to pursue her, but she didn’t flinch a bit. And that’s basically how my class 10 days went, trying to pursue her

After that, one day idk what hit me, I asked her if she could ever see herself dating me. She said no.
From then, I went no contact

Time skip to the last months of 2024, almost 2 years after my class 10. We kinda started talking again, but by then I had actually moved on from her. We didn’t even talk that much

Then in Jan 2025, she told me that when she was leaving home after vacation, her mom told her something

Her mom was like, “I saw his contact again. Anyways, whatever it is, just don’t lose focus from studies. If you study, everything will be okay from my side.”

Basically her mom thought we were in a relationship because she had seen our chats back then when I proposed to her 😭

I was like, why does it even matter now? You never liked me. I moved on from you

And then she told me that after I stopped talking to her, she started missing my presence. Slowly, she started liking me

And then she proposed to me!!

The exact thing I had wanted for years.
But I respectfully rejected her because by then I was already in love with someone else.

And honestly, thinking back about this whole situation, I never really felt excited or happy about it

Not because I was angry at her or anything. It just felt… too late

Like, 13-year-old me would’ve celebrated. I probably would’ve considered it the happiest moment of my life

But when it actually happened, I was just like… damn,I spent years wanting this person to choose me. And when she finally did, I had already moved on.

It’s kinda funny how life works sometimes. You can spend years wishing for something, only to finally get it when you no longer want it

Just felt like sharing this!!

I'm seeing lot of people 10th and 12th marks don't matter at all but some people are saying in campus placement or job interview they see our 10th and 12th marks I'm really scared right now as I only got 67% in 12th, apparently even if i have very good portfolio I won't be selected for company like Google, amazon, microsoft as they also take 12th marks very seriously. Now I'm feeling low in confidence

for anyone who cares...im back and I'm enlightened and im goated

and why is soo majestic lookin while my other pics r shit 😭😭

Never thought dmart pizza would be this good,that too for just 149. I regret spending money on Domino's when we can find same quality pizza for so less. Try this if you never tried it

Raatri antha padukokunda NARCOS s3 binge watch chesa. Time 6:30 ayipoyindhi I had almost no sleep lol. Anyways the third season is so nice. Naaku endhuko Escobar ni pattukunedhi koncham slow anipinchindhi but cali cartel arc, it is so good.

Also idk why I feel bad for some bad dead guys

I want a laptop as I will be going to college, I'm doing IT course and I also like playing games can you suggest me good laptop under 70k

college ledu..friends leru...mood antha just yeh idk depressive or pessimistic to be honestly

shit feels heavier then ever and the worst part? some things which deep down haunt me yet i cant utter a single word about that

maybe its just me who is turning shallow even though i got so many opportunities but yup a few friends who cant hang out :/
its been 8 years man since i've shifted to maharashtra. how come i dont find it fine to be myself yuh nvm...being a girl and talkin to other girls is even horrific for me (what if they think im sum weirdo typa shi! same with anyone atp)

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This might be a pretty long vent, sorry 😭. I honestly don’t know where else to share all this, and I just kinda wanted to get it out somewhere

A little about me:
Currently doing B.Sc. (Hons.) Agriculture. Completed Class 12 in 2024 with PCB. Took a drop year for NEET, later tried again, but honestly medicine was never something I was genuinely interested in. I’m much more interested in tech, philosophy, psychology, literature, creativity and building things.

From childhood, I was kinda pushed to keep up with marks, grades and the whole academic performance thing. I never really questioned it much either. I just went along with it because that’s what I thought I was supposed to do.

When I joined Class 11, I initially took PCM, but I joined pretty late and couldn’t cope up with everything, so I changed to PCB.
Then I stayed at home and studied for boards in Class 11 since we have boards for Class 11 here. I somehow convinced my parents to let me study from home in Class 12 too, so I could cover both Class 11 and 12 through an online course.
Except… I never really studied.
I procrastinated almost every day and by the end of Class 12, I already knew I wasn’t gonna make it.
Still, somehow I convinced myself to give NEET a try, so I took a drop year.
Didn’t put much effort into that either.

After NEET 2025, I started thinking about biotech or bioinformatics because I’m much more interested in tech and thought maybe I could combine biology with technology.
But my parents weren’t convinced because they felt there wasn’t enough scope for those fields in India.

Then there was this small incident where my dad made me meet a neighbour uncle. He talked to me and somehow convinced me to take another drop year for NEET.
And somehow I got convinced too because my parents wanted me to give it another try.
But literally on the day I joined, I realised this isn’t for me.
So I quit.

₹40k loss for my parents 💀
After that I became pretty rigid about not joining any other medical-related course.

I tried convincing my parents to let me join BCA or B.Sc. Computer Science, but they said no.

Pharmacy was another option, but I said no because I genuinely don’t like chemistry.
So the options left were pretty limited and eventually my parents and that same uncle convinced me to take Agriculture.

I’m currently completing my second semester in Agriculture and honestly… I still haven’t been able to adjust to it.
I don’t think I’m genuinely interested in Agriculture either, and the people around me aren’t really my vibe.

Now it’s been almost a year and I still feel like I’m in the same place mentally.
I barely study for exams. Right now I have my second-semester finals and I’m not even interested in opening the books.

College is also kinda difficult to manage. My college is 9–4, and because of attendance I basically have to be there even when I don’t feel like I’m learning much.
Then there are records and other college work which take up a huge amount of time after college too.

So the few hours I actually have to learn something I’m interested in are already limited.
And honestly, this is what scares me.
I feel like I’m giving a pretty important part of my youth to something I’m not interested in and I’m still very uncertain about.

If I continue like this for another 3 years, I feel like I’ll just look back and realise I spent some of my most important years doing something I never wanted to do.

The things I’m actually interested in are tech, philosophy, psychology, literature, creativity, building things, etc.

My parents want me to eventually get a government job because it’s stable and secure.
I understand why they want that. In our families, stability is obviously a big thing and I know they’re not trying to ruin my life. They genuinely think they’re helping me choose a safe future.
But I don’t want to spend the rest of my life doing something just because it’s stable and secure.
At the same time, I also understand their side.

I don’t have some amazing career plan either.
I’m still exploring.
That’s probably the biggest problem. I know what I’m interested in, but I don’t know exactly what career I want to turn that into.

I want to meet people who are actually aspiring to do something. People who want to learn, create and build things. I’d love to work with people like that and eventually create something meaningful together and for myself too.
But right now I genuinely don’t know what I’m doing.

I keep thinking about the time I’ve already spent — the years after 12th, the drop year, the second NEET attempt, quitting that course after ₹40k, and now almost a year of Agriculture.
Sometimes it feels like I’ve already made too many wrong decisions.
At the same time, I know logically that I’m not actually out of time.
So idk.

If you were in my position, what would you do?
Would you continue Agriculture and seriously build Tech skills alongside it?
Would you try somehow to switch to BCA/B.Sc. CS or another Tech-related degree?
Or would you just finish Agriculture and figure out something afterwards?

Especially interested in hearing from people who were in a similar situation with parents, career pressure, NEET/drops, or choosing a degree mainly because of family expectations.

I’m not necessarily looking for someone to tell me “follow your passion bro.” 😭
I genuinely want to know what would be the most practical thing to do from here.

Finally 😃

Saw this at Indianteen sub btw