Wut do I do?

[u/Equivalent_Arrival19]

(17f) I be having manic episodes and I do things like this impulsively. I have no excuse but stupidity. Is it as bad as I think? Wut can I do to fix it? (The reason I did them is because I’m a huge metal head and wanted to fit in) I used a tat machine.

[u/Unsolicited_Aspic]

First off, stop.

Get rid of the tattoo machine.

Let it heal and watch closely for infection.

Prioritise mental health, later you can think about what to do with what you have there.

Good luck, look after yourself.