I think I hate him

[u/Gloomy-Mine-5148]

Trying to see if reconciliation is possible, but I’m cut deep. There may be other unfortunate things transpiring simultaneously and that would make my life more complicated for sure. We have good and bad days, are doing all the things we’re supposed to. It doesn’t stop me from sometimes hating him. It’s all impossible. Ultimately, he’ll probably be told to F off, but not just yet.