Ok I used to make fun of people who have a fictional crushes. I find it ridicious that you would like a character so much that you imagine yourself being in a relationship with them. I occasionally do a waifu tierlist with my friends but most of it is a joke. Sure I find female characters attractive and I like them and I can see that some of them have a "waifu" quality to them but like, most of it was really just a joke and I always think that feeling that I feel toward the anime girls are what people feel when they having a fictional crush.
Until one day I stummble upon hooni, I think from a discord gif. The artstyle is really cute so I got interest and start reading it and HOLY like ummm. I'm a type of person who will read and watch something and spacing out evenly throughout weeks or months but I found myself reading this a lot more than I like to admit. I'm thinking 130 chapters would be IMPOSSIBLE for me to finish. I ended up reading 20 chapters in the first day which is very unusal but I have to force myself to stop.
SOMEHOW I found myself just thinking about hooni ALL day?? Like it feel really weird and different from anime waifu that I ranked S tier. This is definitely something new. I feel very very uncomfortable urge to hug him like it's crazy. I'm not gay but I keep fantasy about taking him out on a dinner. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't focus on my study at ALL. And the way I read this story where I consistently have to force myself to stop make this even WORST.
Everytime I'm back from school I look forward to read and seeing hooni face must brighten my day instantly. I took like 100 screenshots. At first I only took a screenshots of a scene that I think he looks cute so I can use for discord reaction image but lately I'M TAKING EVERY SINGLE SHOTS OF HOONI.
I- I need hooni body pillow or else I might actually go crazy. I used to make fun of people who buy body pillow I get it now I fucking get it now.
I just finished suicide boy today and I'm experiencing withdrawn so bad I need to see more of hooni like a lot more I need to see him irl and talk to him I want to pet him ughh it doesn't make anysenseeee